Saturday, August 28
moron assessment
yea...evrytime its started like dis...yesterdae..i went to learn to break dance from the scouts...kinda painful man...they r damnpro lor..den went home with jon wong...den had to polish boots brian chan method...frig man...like freaks r like watching me type dis posting out on blog...freaks like my bro...yea...stoopid shithead...nvm...den brian chan method of poilishing boots kinda suck ah...i took so long juz to get even shiny lor...bloody put 6 layers of kiwi n still not shiny...wa piang eh...so i juz decided to use the good ol method of cotton woool...yea...seems like de method worked after all...itkinda came out more shiny la...den no time to do on the other boot cos i wanted to watch olympics taekwondo finals...so yea...quickly got me uniform ready with my new marksmanship badge....den watched...hoo boy...those players rili can fight lor...if onli i could fight like em...esp de brazillian dude man...hoo....hes good n full of style...den was too sleepy to watch till the end la...so todae...had trng la...sum joker tink they can enter the np room with beret off in the sun...so yea....i locked the door n made them go the whole routine again with the beret on...den we went on with normal stuff.one dumb cadet came late...bastard iz damn bo chup la...he neva bring beret n belt...wtf he come to np for?den i ask him change to pt...yea...den we drill em la...de bloody moron go n pisss me off with his stoopid attitude...frig...bloody attitude...den drill...den got campcraft...dis time iz tent pitching..yea...my skills were a lil rusty...went thru theory with the sec 2s...den release em for rt la...den talk some cock with the ones hu din wan to go rt...left em in np room for a wwhile...meanwhile ci wuz like assessing the rest of the sec 3s la..same ol dumb shit....den came back...got cautioned by ho not to leave cadets in room to idle...den blah blah blah...go home...dun talk abt the details...ok...i hav c dat ppl do not reply to me pleas posted on me blog...come on man...i need tuition man...like i saed...chem n a maths...n express chinese..bloody skool wans us to take the stoopid prelims with the sec 4s for cl...cock...so yea...need tuition for dat too....pls pls pls
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Thursday, August 26
marksmanship badges
haiz...after sooo many daes of reminding my Oc i finally got the marksmanship badges to giv out to my squad...well...there r two less badges...so u noe hu i wun giv rite...de gep champions duh...call me a sore loser but u guys did such a ting behind my back...dis kinda ting iz onli a fraction compared to wad u did ok?de most amazing ting iz...joshua loh got full marks lor...den i din giv to him...i m bloody biased man...todae, we had di leadership talk from tan see kang...man u gotta b kidding...we had dis assessment tingy la i did the ting asking myself darn alota qns man...like i not sure of myself...nuts...in the end i got 107 outa 140...not bad la...not like yi yang...de dude wuz on an ego trip man...giving himself almost full marks for each section...haha....alota ppl did that...i bet david ang put the whole ting damn high marks for him self lor...juz cos he got some position higher dan me..tsk...den i go book some gep yesterdae for no badge..david go sae i so authoratative...freak boy...i nearly booked him oso for being disrespectful for a prefect..sori for the grammar....questioning my judgement indeed...piss off man....as viki in i, robot saed...my logic iz undeniable...yea...dun piss me off...dc duty postponed...free tomoro...trying to find ways to go out tomoro...hus free?
n dis iz a plea....hueva iz gd at chem, or a maths...PLS PLS PLS tag here....i seriously need to hav tuition...PLS...distress call man....
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Tuesday, August 24
tuition wanted
by de way...hus iz good at all sciences n maths pls contact me alltag here...i need tuition..grades failing..so yea...need to reduce dis depression..ok....damn i need a study group
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suicide depression
haiz..u noe..its damn frustrating la...i m gonna shorten my blog entry...juz now type damn long one..den cannot post...frigging comm...yesterdae barker wuz great.......bad service tho...todae..had test...had rili bad depression..wanted to commit suicide man...frig...juz take the jump n all problems r over.. to me...but i din...cos john tapped my foot during ihs..oh boy...all de depression wuz like gone...darn dis pre ib program so tight...cant breathe...so amyn things ARGH....u c...drong...let us off man..u nearly had a teenager committing suicide todae...n i nearly cried nunder all dat pressure...its juz so tiring...u can neva finish...u noe...de onli way iz to like suicide la...but i wun...cos u noe y?cos its so weak...u noe i can sae marian iz a stronger person dan me...she has even more problems than me n she iz like still so strong la...u noe..i rili admire her spirit lor...its juz so strong...i cant compare with her la...such a strong gal..if onli i had such strong spirit can liao...
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Sunday, August 22
exchenged time slots
yea..u saw it...i hav exchenged time slots with my bro..dats y i blogging in the afternoon...u noe i juz wanna raise dis issues here...u noe...wen ur frend saed to meet at a certain place...u shld go meet em there rite?no arguments...but no...my bro had to meet his frend at somerset for some prject den my mum muz insist in fetching all de way to the hse...wad iz her problem?den throw such a big temper summore...my bro...juz as defiant...full of nonsense..he tinks de whole world revolve arnd him...his stoopid internet slots r like dis....saturdae n sundae afternn..i take sat afternoon n sun dae nite...he saes most of his frends r online on saturdae so he insists dat he takes on saturdae...frig man..like not onli his frends hor?mine oso mah...basket...den he saed not fair dat he go frend hso to do work den his slot gets watsted wan change with me for todae..heloo...dose it look fair to me?frig man...one of dis daes i m gonna whack dis bugger blue man...meyb i shld change my name to cain eh? tsk...got barker invest tomoro...hope its a good one la...fifth one liao...tuesdae got commanding nonsense...hu de hell planned it?morons...discplinary action indeed...c how u can discipline me SI...Xing Long...u took my position u tink u can discipline me?i treated u like a friend n den u go stab me in the back like dat wen i go national camp?u go support ur oh-so-great champion from the gep...u tink he so bloody great? r geps so great?i dun tink so lor...i go fro top to third juz cos of ur democratic...i m not gonna get the sword of honour nex yr cos of u man...damn ur soul...u wun survive CI trng course man...if u can survive with me in ur las mths in acsi w/o breaking ur skull...haha...now de hierachy iz screwed up lor...no matter how much i pray to God...a miracle wun happen lor...tsk...somehow...the void within me returned...like God juz stopped talking to me...oh man...help me...
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Saturday, August 21
a luv story written outa boredom
ok...i m seriously bored man..now i hav the urge to write a luv story...plot not veri the good la..so forgiv me...
garry is a rather bitter boy hu had decided not to like any gal b4 he graduates from JC.or so he tot...he had been hurt many times by gals rejecting..sometimes wen tooo much of a bad experience happen to u...u can become a bitter person...so one dae...at a convention..he saw dis gal..immediately the drug effect took place..u noe..somehow he felt drawn to her..she wuznt some kinda chio bu...somehow, she wuz juz sooo special to him..like he felt that the whole world existed becos of her...she had a rili nice personality...but he started to lose interest as he wuz afraid of falling in luv again...the most torturing thing iz..she n he think so much alike..sometimes he juz wondered if she wuz the one...but the convention ended w/o em exchanging hp numbers....well..due to some protocol nonsense...dun probe into this...den he wuz in some kinda remorse period for not going agst dis protocol..they had hit it off so well...n no contact...he felt wretched dat he let such a chance pass..ok meyb dat sounded despo...so..he wun let fate juz slap him in the face like dat..he began asking his frends of whether they knew her...sadly, not many knew..even if they did..they dun noe her well...more or lss, he gave up....if fate wun hav him meet her den he wuldnt try n force it...den one dae...he saw her while out at some place...it wuz rili unexpected...altho he knew she lived near there n hoped that he wuld meet her...he did not rili expect that his hope will b realised...they exchanged phone numbers n regained contact...den slowly he began to find more abt her...she wuz usually troubled by her every day life...always sounding like some person hu iz unhappy life...every time, he hears or reads it, he always wished that he could b of some help to her...help her relieve her load or lend a listening ear...she always sound so pitiful...he juz couldnt help it...meanwhile, in skool, his grades happened to be slipping...esp a maths...he asked if she could tutor him...she agreed...hey, she remained strong in spite of all those problems...so their tuition session started...their relationship became closer...every time he wuld walk her home as a sign of chivalry or gentlemanliness(if there is such a word)...one certain dae...as usual their tuition finished n he walked her home...3 men walked up to them n attemted to rob them...garry din wan to fight thm..but they were getting veri aggressive....then he juz decided to fight them...using some fancy martial arts moves, he subdued some of them(incredible izn it,its a story)de las of them had a knife n stabbed her in the chest...it wuz deep...he wuz devastated...he brought to a hospoital in a taxi..on the journey there...his heart wuz in grips n he wuz sooo worried for her life....wen they reached the hospital, he followed her on the stretcher on the way to the ward...by then she had already been unconscious..he told her,"dun die on me...pls...theres so much i wanna tell u...so much dat i hav yet to do for u...its all my fault...ishld hav tot of u wen fighting dose muggers...i m rili sori...dun go...i hav juz yet to tell u dat i luv u...dun go b4 i tell u dat face to face....pls"wit that, suddenly she gripped his hand assuringly tho she wuz unconscious....he waiteed outside for her...he wuz praying for her fiercely...after wad seemed like hours...the doctor came out...."shes ok...but shes resting now..i tink u better go get some rest"he did not do dat....he went in, waited till she woke up...de gal...she neva felt so loved b4 n she wuz touched...somehow she had heard wad he saed to her while on the way to the ward...well u can guess de ending....they got together after that...blah blah blah...
kinda sucky iznt it...its rushed out ok? now i gg eat bloody dinner with parewnts..buai...
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fun time eh?
tsk...todae' trng noting special...sec 2s gave me their best...gd work man...den began to get outa hand..had to pump em..soriz guyz...den i wuz rili nasty to sec 3 squad la...buncha useless morons...meyb except shreya, daryl chang, timothy kang, ryan, paul, reuben...dts it...de rest r likew gep or gep supporters...c? its like some uphill task man...how to fight?hard man....den somthing pissed me off even worse...the whole sec 3 squad so eager to change ranks to become sgt...frig man..like less than half of em deserve to change their ranks...got some even shuldnt b lance lor...spastic man....piss me off like dat...end up with me brooding again de whle dae...sometimes i juz wish dat geps din join npcc man...so irritating...meyb wish dat they all juz drop dead at this mmt...giv ppl so much stress n ppl dun like em....inhumans man...
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Thursday, August 19
repeat anger
u noe how annoying it iz to b reminded of dat unfortunate event that went on las wk....nice voting...every dae i try to forget dis anger..it comes back..i look at david ang's sickly face and all dat rage comes back...den bronson come and tell me abt trng...he tink bunny iz not one of them..ha..i tot he had potential too...but he go stab me in the back..so..no potential...and xinglong if u read dis...i m warning u ah...dis saturdae...me n sec 2s doing baton drill...i will purposely move my squad away from dis to prevent u from courting ur own funeral so easily...but if u come up to SUPERVISE...dats it....u r gonnna c stars...i aint kidding...u like to c a sgt beat up an SI??it will happen if u come to supervise like some bigshot...xing long...u hav less qualifications dan me..i can beat u at qualiffications...i hav gone lmsc...npcc dae GOH...national camp...i dun tink u hav been thru so many things man...do i hav a rite to think bigger dan u?yea i do...u suck up so much to get ur SI rank huh?fuck u man...bloody son of a bitch...SI ranks r given to ppl hu shuld get it...it shuld hav been chun huat ok?not some fcked up face shithead hu suck so much to get it...u r nothing...i achieved sgt ranku din...u jumped from a bloody cpl to ssg den to SI....dis iz a bloody stroke of luck man...i cannot relax...a fortune teller saed i cannot slp if i hav something on my mind...n dis iz affecting me greatly....sori for the vulgarities...i m so angry....potential SI beater...n i like pissing krishnan off...she go check my bklet todae den i like neva copy much of her nnsense...well, she saed sopy onli de essentials..i tot thosae lili were essntials...den she pointed to some blanks below some copied words....n asked me why i dun copy..i showed her de two words dat i copied...den she gave me de look..haha...i liked it man...i m gonna get a bad comment from her dis term man...pls forgiv me mum n dad...
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Tuesday, August 17
open war
dammit...GEP u wan war...i giv u 1...tormo i m gonna fill up my black book man...haha...u asking for it....bunny u too...all talking behind my back...lucky phan tell me ah...otherwise i wuldnt noe wen to fight...not literally duh...puck assholes...i din get to where i m b4 byu juz lazing arnd...u wanna fight, u got one man...hha...anywayz...wong li nap n krishnan..in case u havent got the msg we trying to protray to u...we dun like ur lesssons...the reason we like to delay n make fun iz to tell u dis...not our problem dat we r like dat...soooo boring..go change ur lesson plan la...pisss shit...anywayz..dis song iz a rememberance of national camp...dudes hu noe wad i talking abt...rock ur body to dis music or meyb sing along tooo...accidentally in luv by counting crows...enjoy...
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cross country
ok...dis iz a account of yesterdae...got cross country...wuz late for reporting for npcc...nothing much la...den after dat...me, yingda n brendan went junction 8 to walk walk la..den we wanted to take one of those neoprints like friggin gays...juz jk...den went home damn late lor...arnd 8 den reach home....u noe..i nearly stopped dis anger cos of dis sec 2 squad...dey r like how cute...wanting me to take their squad...so dat they can hav slack time...yea...i giv emslack time lor....friggin david ang go pump my squad...u muthaf*cker...u aint fit to pump my squad man...go get thru wad i hav been thru den come pump them man...these r my brothers...go f*ck de sec 3 squad since u wan it so much...
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Sunday, August 15
another boring dae
todae..nothing much happen la...went some stupid wantan store to eat their dumb noodles which r like damn bland...de owner has dis dumb shit dat if u wan ur soup, u gotta go get it urself from the storee...they wun b serving it to u...bloody helll...hu do u tink u r?u tink ur bloody soup so damn nice ah?i din go take it from him la...my family hu went to get it saed it wuz bloody salty...den we went library to return the books n borrow new...nothing to search for la...bad season...den after that go back home...stone...sleep...listen to qi li xiang like theres no tomoro...den stone again..."i sitting here in a boring room..."from lemon tree...i heard abt that joker from singapore idol...HA...de dude looks demonic man...heh...
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Saturday, August 14
national camp iz over
yea...i saed itt...national camp iz over...i aint gonna sae the WHOLE XPERINCE man...too long...all ican sae iz i did the bloody jetty jump...learned to cycle(embarrasing)...made frends(not dat many)....n blah blah blah...the lady shit from zhenghua npcc wuz damn bossy man...f words become a liberal term with me in the camp cos of her...n shes best camper...walaoeh...the camp wuznt some torture as i had some misunderstanding abt it...BUT...while i wuz away...i got back stabbed by a VERI LONG knife...u c..me n bronson wanted to hold some stupid general meeting...den xing long went ahead with it w/o me or HO or even CI...they went voting...i got voted outa my position...u dunno how pissed of iu wuz wen i heard abt dat man...n mazlind accepted it...wa piang eh....FRIGGIN SHIT HEADS....i m gonna sae dis FUCK U...damn u pissed me off damn bad....every ting is spoiled...u noe...its juz plain hurting to c some ppl so ...i dunno wad to sae man....shitheads...bloody hell....now u make me revert to my bastardly self...friggin shit...all bloody nonsense assholes...unfortunately xing long....u r stilll a tudent in acsi regardless of ur rank...u noe i will fall due to democracy...n u implemented it...i dunno wad to sae for u la...u better b extra goody two shoes...the prefect from the first semester iz back n hes gonna fill his black book with names...damn..i will make sure u get a discipline record b4 u become a CI...same goes for the GEPs...dun tink i can't get back at u..i m repaying evil with more evil man...u all pushed me down dis path...this path of destruction n darkness....all bloody morons...shreya saes i shldnt abuse dis power..unfortunately...i m too much in anguish to listen...watch out...
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Sunday, August 8
qi li xiang
yea...todae..i bot qi li xiang..jay's latest cd...hoohoo...went parkway with family to buy stuff for national camp...poncho...twine n disposable cutlery cos i aint gonna wash my cutlery at national camp man...de water's not safe...den the poncho wuz stoopid la...i couldnt find la...den bot some gay yellow one...den go hoe...find the poncho underneath a whole stack of stuff..walao...tsktskden listen to qi li xiang lor...hooo it rox man..the theme for this cd iz like war or something...heh...
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Saturday, August 7
national dae
yesterdae it wuz ac superstar...failure sia...the winner wuz a joker hu had sore throat lor...walao eh...den go home late...had to do ROD souvenirs lor...slept late...den dis morning wuz national dae...hjad tgo polish my boots las minute...freak...den wuz late la...the whole session wuz rili boriiiiiing...den after dat wuz reception...those other awardees took all the food...had to go empty...den it wuz ROD..me n my companyjm had to go thru crash course of cane drill 101 to go thru ROD...after rehearsaing for so long...it wuz de real ting...the feeling as quotede by SOME1"wuz words cannot describe"...n i had the power...the feeling of holding the piece of drill cane wuz unbelievable...then after that...we gave away the souvenirs...then we like took fotos...after..change to go home...den me n bronson went to talk cock with old CIs...all i hav to sae to u iz...u two rock..n maurice... bring the paper back to np room...its alota paper u noe...den after went to take bus with bronson to met milton den go his hse..now i m in milton 's hse blooging...sgt sean lee..signing off..
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Thursday, August 5
the good things
yesterdae...got fire drill...we took damn slow lor...take own sweet time...heh..too simple a practice..wuz over even b4 the nex period ended...den borinnnnng..till rugby finals....we won..i din cheer cos i wuz too bz selling de gd tings...they r oreos at 50 cents...with an indian accent...me n karkin were bullshiting all de way la...but we sold all...den go home with younger bro...got some of his saints oso...c me dun dare to make fun of him sia..heh..den todae..extremely borrinnnnngall de lessons damn boring...got lesson observation with drong during samson..walao eh...hes damn boring...cannot sleep lor cos of drong...tsktsk..den after skool got ac superstar rehearsal...bad..damn delay lor...whole buncha shit couldnt get things started...den dismiss late...so dats it...saying of de day iz...from orion:ask ur conscience hu u like...
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Tuesday, August 3
over shot
walao eh..todae veri jia lat...over shot like siao la...todae damn sleepy...tried to sell ac superstar tix to sec 2s but veri unfriendly response...tsk...den during ihs lecture, i wuz like half sleeping half awake den after dat...somthing bad happened..its like some kinda inner side of me woke up...i juz concentrated on pissing off teachers...i wuz behaving like some kinda pai kia...scary...n i krishnan wuz like a ffly as usual...i acted slow to piss her off..oso acted stupid to make her sae her instructions slowly...haha..felt good man...den after skool we went to buy drinks for selling tomoro during rugby finals...alota sutff..me n wian li did dis gay ting by putting our $$ n buy gummy bears...haha...had a craving for them...den arnd 4 i wwent to c shaun choo..owed him a mountain of hw..did the firast excercise den zhao home..heheheh.den me gummy bears were eaten up by frends la..heh...den go home..overshot...walao eh...oh yea..i watched i,robot yesterdae...wad can i sae...its too cool...veri unexpected tho...sgt lee signing off...
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Sunday, August 1
sundae again
ok todae..nothing much happened...we went to bedok to eat lunch..den c marian....i tink she cut her hair...almost couldnt recognise her sia...it wuz like "hu iz dis gal..so familiar..."den the weirdest ting iz i tot she wuz wei jean la...THYE WEI JEAN for those tao nannite that think i m talking abt the one in taonan...so yea..saed hi lor..den my bro wuz like oooh dats a gal u juz saed hi to...wow...like i dunno dat..wad..i not allowed to make frends with gals?piss off man...hahahaha...den go home....we decided on the internet usage time slots..juz for the cheap thrill i asked my dad to flip the coin..in the end i still got the losing end osi let my bro win la...two times the coin flipped in my favour...haha..den i juz got the news dat...ok..i noe dis iz gonna sound damn despo man...i wuz told dat esther din wan to giv her hp la...ok i confess i tried asking for her hp...thru contacts...oh gee..guess its rili time to stop getting involved in her life...haiz...its been bloody 2 yrs..n istill wun giv up..wawd iz wrong with me..juz cos i went her invest den c her again..den wad..muz like her again?i dunno man..den wad..i c wei jean den wad?;like her again ah?ha forget it man...but i din feel like dat wen i last sawe wei jean...i dunno wad iz happenning to me now la?juz too confused...haiz..wads not meant to b will neva b...no matter how hard u try oso cannot force things...wads meant to b urs will b urs..wads not meant to b urs will neva b urs...haiz..confused boy going off
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a new month
yea!!!my blog iz one month old...yea..like dats some cheap thrill like dat.yesterdae..my bro hogged de com to play his dumb halo...yesterdae np trng wuz ok la..other than the fact that the flag wuz set up too late..panic sia..the whole bunch dunno dis n dat...den bunny try n b funny by saying he dunno how to do dis n dat wen he actualli dun wan to...hey...if its anyting anyone shuld complain it should b me...I had to command muster parade ok...wad u all complaining abt..n i had to b stressed by kowing we had 5 CIs in thew skool JUZ TO VISIT.den we hav new CI...up...brian chan..he rox man..better than maurice...at least he iz ok with me not as attitude as maurice...den we proceeded to drill la...sec 3 squan under RCI xiang yuan...de dudes retiring...den i drilled de sec 2 squad...we had one of their own to ocme out to command squan to prepare for promos...yea...den de stoopid HO kelven came along n kacihao..cos us so much stress...hes bloody 30 plusn he sill comes for NP.no life sia...den he go make xiang yuan so stressed..walao eh...new plan for future trainings...avoid kelven..ask him piss off man..walao eh..even brian chan says that es such a busybody..brian if u r reading dis...u rock...kelven if u r reading this...all i can sae iz...GO GET A LIFE< IF DE PRESENT WIFE CANT SATISFY UFIND A NEW ONE... OR HAV MORE BABIES..that oughta take ur time...piss off man..hu utink u r....dis iz sgt lee...signing off for saturdae...
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