Sunday, November 28
KC PREFECTS IGNITE!!!
yeaz...back from atc..sunburnt wid lotsa sandfly bites n a punctured shin to add on...not to mention all my psychological trauma....boohoox...okz beta stop crapping sia....time to report on the times events...tkd on wed wuz crap sia....de guy kept corecting my moves...wen i wuznt wrong...enuf of dat...not important...now got a happy event to report on...kc camp....hoohooo...it rox...KC PREFECTS IGNITE ROX!!! dat dae we came late sia...sori all at kcpb...cos it wuz like me n wes n jon were like rehearsing at my hse till 12..den somehow couldnt keep up wid time so yea...take taxi.had to bring all dat equipment...man...so rush...marian call me oso sia...measn late till siao liao...i wuz outside kc liao ma...den i wuz like pulling jon pang across de road..decar go n horn me..nabei...den wes wuz like posing to go in....den we managed to get the drums...yea..no need for he drum pads...thank gdness sia...den went on to interaction...wuz in the same grp as keisha, geraldyne,two trainees,sian tzu(pronounce xian zi), daniel,marieann from tkg,n de swimmer freak, narita(sounds like naruto),den we intro intro dis n dat....i knew sian tzu from tao nan la...dat time went tao nan during teach dae, saw her...hmzz...wadeva la...den we played some games lor...the holey water wuz the beginning of the crwziness,draw lipstick on my face ah,den i spat water onto the ball...HAHA...the ball came out sia...we came first.....den got some umbrella station lor...damn cool la...i kana not so much...at the las part wen we had water fight...i kana friendly fire sia...sian tzu go fire water at me sia...(SAME TEAM LEH)haiz....tsktsk....some got rili wet....den not much happened until the beta games...the wet n wild ones...first wuz de three way cpts ball la..cool...but the gross one wuz de chicken lor...den wuz de sitted soccer...where we all kana splash sia...all de boys rough rough wid de ball sia...sori to all the gals i kick de foot one...sori...rili...oh man...yupz...den after dat went on to wash up..rehearse....haha...it looked almost gd sia...den performance dat time....haiz...our singer got stagfe fright..but we still rocked...no1s fault...its juz normal...the funniest one wuz like de tks one la..the bimbo skit...hahaa...dat one shiok sia...den the kc items were like cool la...tho the jniors ones r like i seen b4 la...looked familiar...yalor...haha...den de seniors one wuz funnny oso....den after dat..it wuz going to end sadly...wad a sad ting la....haiz....tho i wuz like some quiet kia down there, but its rili fun la...haha...den we did the frendship dance...hoohoo...its wuz fun sia...den rili sadly...we had to go...den even at nite...got one nameless person wuz kachiaoing moi for jon pangs hp sia...den neva tell me hu she iz...i coulda been giving it to some pervo for all i noe sia...haiz....yalor....nx time not so lucky ok?i oso unno how u got my hp ah person x...wadeva....i dunno abt our performance la...i m like a noob drummer la...juz learned onli a few daes ago...marian sae ok...ok lor...haha...but i din understand how come brker din do some break dance....scared me like dunno wad la...tot we would get thrashed.....haha...but onli we did a asong...weird sia....haiz...den preapre go atc the nx dae...moan n groan...den had some weird dream..its rili weird la...juz imagine dis...we were having some war....i dunno la..its rili some powerful force la....its almost like pearl harbour....got watch...sad story...focus...ok....the thing iz like sian tzu wuz in my dream la....it wuz like she wuz saying gdbye to her loved one telling him toreturn to her safely,den somehow i knew he wuz gona die no matter wad la...n it wuz so sad...u noe to c dese pplhav false hope...haiz...den i rmb telling myself dis dat i gonna love dat special some1 n always cherish her forever...but den i forgot hu she uwz...like it wuz some unkown person sia...haha...its like i told myself to love her wid all i got n treasure the time we hav togethtr...blah blah....our grp name iz de chosen ones(pronounce de as dee)...gals r u ready?yea!!!we r not a chosen onewe r not de chosen onewe rde chosen ones!!!nah nah nah
now to atc...morning woke up wid a swear word...heehee...den went to skool...saw johan wid a neck cast...den we all got together sia...den we go to chengi jetty....hang out there for 3 hrs to waste time...den talk cock wid ci brian chan..hehehee...he rox...the best ci...den rain real heavy sia...wa piang eh...nabei..rain so hard...mud all over pulau ubin..trudge to the damn site in the rain...in an attempt to fall sick n den go sick bay...unsuccessful sia...whole camp no sick...den went pitch tent...haiz...chee hoe n sadism...my grp ci not so bad la...hes darned nice la...haha...may pea wuz oso there...my group got emily again....same division in nat camp...same grp in atc...rili surprising sia...n oso sour ray wuz in my grp...i juz rmb him form jl course las yr..wanted to ask him go home to mum sia....den got other 3 acsi fags from the other faction...hmmz...den got yiwei fomr nhss..zi ling hu looks so mysterious wid her sadako hair...shhhhh...dun tell her hor....denliping, allan n one guy cant catch his name from rv...yati n shavana....blah blah...topol wuzz crazy sia....den went sick bay kay siao.. abit onli la...den went back to activities...den morning as in morning 1 or 2 am...rai like nuts..slp in canteen...kana bitten until went nuts...haiz..den nx dae had chee hoe pt...serious business ah....bastard...CHEE HOE GO LEARN SOME ENGLISH LA...WAD DO U MEAN WEN U TALK ABT THROW FACE?!!!?!?!?!??nabei...cant rmb names try la...dun go n sae ay dis n dat....den dirty our shirts...hwa...the ci i alwaus loook up to sia...became most hated la...cant take him la...samura so many times...i bet he like to do dis to us la...nabei...i swore at him...haha...den had area cleaning....kana pump by him again...tamade...haiz...den kayaking...had to aprtner wisd zhabo...went to do wid emily lor...haiz.....den we kayak until i got all toasted...den we went on to do capsize...for fun....at first we din wan to do la...but she wanted so giv way lor...capsize capsize capsize....fun sia...haa...den wewent to wash..den after noon...kana toast liao..my skin like shao jiao liao le...wa piang eh...you mei you gao cuo?den campfire wuz BORING!!!!!we did de same item dat we did for nat camp...me n emily ink out...alamak....den de rest like veri bochup lor...haha...nite got fire alarm...run..kana pump...went back...den todae...again kana fir alarm...even worse...got one dude infront of me trip over the drain..i rush to help him hor....den i oso fell down de drain...wa piang eh..den kana puncture wound...ya lor...skip pt....whole leg wuz like bleeding like siao...bled to my sock la...even brian told me change my sock...but i bo socks liao...so bear wid it lo...at first went to use plaster after a painful process of disinfect...den area cleaning...den eungene sir saw my leg bleeding out of the plaster...den wash again...den disinfect again...dis time they like smiling wickedly sia...haha...haha...den eugene told me its ok
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Wednesday, November 24
in roshens hse
now me in roshens hse...nothing to report la...juz dat i gfot back my guitarist n my bassist...hoohoo...andrew tay u lousy bitch...backing out at such las minute...even rehearsed liao oso go malaysia..later ur car break down in the middle of nowhere i laugh isa...den u gfet robbed, raped killed n dey burn ur body near some rubber tree.....den steal ur car n drive of..andrew tay iz neva heard of again...n den does of us at ac pb mourn the loss of a prefect..sob sob sob..hahha....scenario....tomro iz de dae..we onli managed to dfo the music...no singer yrt... wa piang....tamade....andrew tay...haiz...boought she ccd yesterdae...den went home...eat de dinner treated by uincle..not veri gd la...sharks fin soup became...sharks fin n soup...dey put inall de effor to eparate the soup n sharks fin den i mixed back together again...de dishes veri weird sia.....n todae...go rosh hse la...he slps 12 hrs...oh my gdness...12 hours...even kids dun slp dat long..he sure gd sia..n now hes learning piano while we all slacking...wes iz jamming wid rosh guit.haiz....tomoro iz de dae sia...N QIAN NOT COMING...stoamch cramps...oh my gdns...haiz...its gona b sad for moi sia...ok..time to go
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Tuesday, November 23
SIS IZ bakx!!!!
YEAZ...yesterdae...my sis came back...ohho...went ot the airport to pick her up man...haha..yeaz...ppl were happy...ate some ex dinner tho i suggested burgwer king but den, well, deywanted to celebrate...yea..den my mum go n argue wid dat person den kana kang kong super hot sia...wa piang..revenge iz bad...so evrybody wuz fussing abt her n blah blah blah..haiz...neva rili considered her as part of gone la...its juz left thee hse for a few months...no diff tho...wait...m i being some kind of cold dude...devoid of emotion or something...nah i dun tink so...haiz..yupz..den she still heart broken from dat break up wid dat ang moh bf...sheez..i hav to sae..ang moh r like chao ji heart breaker sia...sae cant commit himself tyo her den break up...n she gets suckered...haiz...i dun dare tell her dt la..but i tink hes like enjoying hjis life rite now...being super dao toher...no mattewr how much tearful gdbyes she saes to him...stoopid dao ang moh...u sucker...oh yea...haiz..den my dad figured i m addocted to surfing internet...wow...like totally i m huh?wow..others go online like its evry day, i hav got a timer...once itrings...i hv to go...DO U NOE HOW IRRITATING IT IZ??!?!?!man i hate dis kinda treatment...sheez...not as if its a crime..he rathers i let myself rot den go get adicted to com...den blame me for all those bugss wen dey were dere all along...heyz, i m restraining myself from swearing newhere alrite???like my sis came home wid a foul mouth...sheez...n my dad broke a water pipe..so we had water rtioning yestersdae...sori for de bad spelling...u noe, i m rili like pissed n stressed now...y? cos de kc ting iz getting more n more screwed up...do u noe?now we lost both te guitarist n bassist n singer...yea....how?i ask u marian...how?its like de attitude in acpb sux man...yea..dachi some feed back from a senior prefect...all i can sae iz...kc prefects dun expect too much from us...COS WE HAVNT EVEN STARTED JAMMING or rehearsing for the item yet!!!!n i mlearning the drums alrite...i made it a pint to practise like how many houers..for dis item..n wad happens...roshen n andrew n wesley sae dey cant come..one has hockey..one got injured during a holidae..n another has drama..now i m counting on samuwel cheam...dis feels like a dark time man...like i m so sori kc pb dat we juz disapoint u all for such lousy performances..haiz...yes...our item iz gona suck....man,wad m i whining abt?other ppl hav probs too..yikes...haiz...but acpb big as it is doesnt hav much guitarist n bassist n drummers...most de drummers r like gone..dere almost no bassist...guiatrist mystreiously hav excuses..oh my gdness..i m at my wits end...ya...den todae...i went to watch the incredibles...take my mindo f sucvh things...for onli a few hours...den run thru the rain across de road, got wet n come here..where i blogger after exams...yupz...de same place...u noe i m tired of such nonsense...it like dety dun care abt dis...while i m like stressing on it...n qian iz like die la die la....de morales gd...de onli comfort iz deres no ri or sas to laugh at our item...onli barker...can handle dat..n i still hav atc to worry abt...oh yea....actualli wad m i making so much noise abt atc for?haiz my postion iz taken while i try to help my unit gain points...i get discredited...y dun i juz make ac npcc juz lose a few unit pioint...dis way...my juniors cant go goh nex yr duribng npcc dae parade like i did dis yr....forced to volunteer...den end up wid superd rifle drill n extra bitching...no special treatment...yea..acsi np...silver..its over man...i can wreck my cca record like dat...i ainty gonna b the top...i du tink i wanna carry on man....engine has run dry on fuel...no more npcc passion...dat means alota tings arnt gonna b done...haiz...kc camp...atc...my npccc nonsense...pre ib 2...hw...sih teck hock....STRESS AH!!!!n of course not to mention, parents hu believe no com life iz a gd life...ya n my mind starts to rot...tinking bout nothing...wow huh?i m so bored dat i m starting to count down to de dae yu lyn come to signapore..21 dec...ya....i m counting...i m too bored...halo starts to suck cos i m at the las part..n dat iz de final run within 5 mins...nice...how do u drive a warthog w/o flipping n dying...man...i need more passion...if i cant even hav de drive here...i tink i m gona die wen skool starts...ned to go out more....blog more...cos i m rili frustrated...abt dis...i hav a feeling wevr gona screw up the kc camp item...man...den andrew asks me y muz we hav a musical itemmm...number one, we cant do a dance item cos we hav no scouts...number two, no time to coordinate a dance cos its onli a wk left dat time...how r u gon learn how to break within so much...kar kin if onli u had agreed...thirdly, i wouldnt saettle for a lousy skit...cos we hav standards...n i dun wan otherskool pb to tink dat acpb has prefects hu juz cant b bothered to even present an item...we hav a reputation...dats y...sec 2 going to b sec 3s nx yr...get dat into ur head..tho we r senior prefects, me n qian juz wanna present an item that will let ppl hav a lasting impresion...much as i dun like qian's moans abt die la die la, but its rili tru...but i wun giv up man....welll, if we do skit,number one discipline issue iz our sec 3s nx yr...cos it means dey cant b bothered...ice rite...n if we rili hav to rite....i juz hav to tery my best...talk abt a rooster being beaten...yupz..picture a rooster hanging its head in defeat....will sstill try my best..man i m going on n on n on abt dis...sheez..all i can sae...kc pb, if our item disappoint u, i m sori....howz dat???
oh yea...tonite my unlces taking us out for a dinner...to celebrate my sis return...hmzzyeaz....sis...cheer up...deres more dan one ang moh fish out there...heal ur wounds....ok no ang moh la....one dae, for all u noe, u mite meet another fish....n wen dat happend, mahy ur luv las long...ok i tink i m crapping too much....
de effects of rotting at home wid no com to chat as long as i like, seeing my brother24/7 argue, behave weird,inability to blog...seeing all ddat i talk abt in my mind...wow...dats rweal great huh? if u hav managed to read until so far...thanx for reading...juz edited this post newway...its a long psot sia..heehee..juz found a new blog...no not my own...hmz...yupz...i hav tracked aome down...he hu tries to lose his trace wid me cant escape dat far....mua hahahaha...ya
wadeva...
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Friday, November 19
in john's house
OH YES...finally...i get to blog..now i in john's hse...yes...a nice recap since my las posting...sori..muz do dis...wednesdae...i went to tns..saw onli mrs lim, de rest dunno zhao where liao...heehee...u c nx yr i dun tink i eva going back to tns liao...all dose teach dat i wanna visit all gone lor...onli ms lam...heehee...yes...den after talk for so long, den i went bedok to eat....at some coffee shop dat they sae some famous for the handmade msg laden noodle la..den eating halfway, saw jonk....or she saw me...hehe paiseh....blur sia...dats wad she called me...wa piang eh...how i noe she would b there rite?den at nit went tkd at bloody joo chiat....tamade...dat place like some stoopid nite care center...for kids...i wuz onli poom there...ppl take trrng so lightly there...all giggling n laughing...den de black belt technique n power there but speed not there...haiz...den de worse iz debig ass instructor...wa piang eh...some dad for dose kids sia....ok...den i rotted at home for so lnog...sundae, went bowling wid family...MY FIRST TIME...n i wuz getting a lousy score of 53...n den the bloody fingernail started bleeding...after dsat, all my ball all went gutter....den at my side, got dis whitre hair man,bowl so pro....wa piang eh...cant believe sia....i bet he wuz laugfhing at me la...tamade...first time ma....muz gie some face leh...den rot somemore even more at home...plae halo at home...nonstop..gd gme sia...wun die so ez...shoot newhere oso can kill ppl..rox sia...den i suddenly realised y gd ppl go so early nbad ppl go so late....cos de gd ones hav done enuf gd within their lifetime to go...no need to stay on earth nemore...de bad ppl r givne a chance to redeem emselves by being given more time to live...to repay...watch yi xin ren..n u shld get an idea....until one dae, they cant redeem emselves nemore, they go to hell...ok...cazy concept...den sundae nite,or mundae morning at 3 am...talk wid yvone on the hp.....wad we hav iz juz an innoncent frendship dat iznt based on seeing weach other face...met her on frendster, den she add moi on msn, den neva c her face.juz talk...sound like i called up some chatline eh?nope i din....welll, we tlk lot la....den i rot somemore at home....wednesdae, john called moi to tell me dat furl cant come to kc...bombshell o my head sia...literally cos i wuz playing halo, n i wuz fighting hafway, wen he called den kana grenade...boom.....half my shield gone..dats critical...oh man....den started stressing....oh yea....it rili stressing to find others...den thursdae, went to sas to help my bro carry his NEW bks home....yiupz.....den the whole dae trying to find replacements...managed la....n qian kept on believing dat we would get thrashed by barker in dat item.....wa piang..stop demoralising me la....tamade....i noe we gonna die or something la....fine fine fine ok?so i went to learn drums from john todae....hes a veri gd drummer sia....went drummiong nonstop at his hse.....oh yea....i managed the basics la....haha...God bless us hu r going kc cos i fel we gonna screw up..
wen to a wedding las las thursdae...saw daryl ong...gto touched by the wedding couple's luv story, nhis romantic lines so cheesy one...all one type..haha....debn i got drunk on a glass of wine...metaphorically spking....yupz.....
ATC...saw all dat stuff that they tell us to bring...i started to compain man...wa piang eh....can die...n de worse iz chee hoe iz pt ic again.....$^*%**$%#...as if he wuznt bad enuf las yr....yuupz....i gona cry...gona sing of beta daes...n screw ur campfire songs man...flea fly motorcar...titanic...n dat frendship dance...wa piang..not dat i ahte che hoe la...but hes so sadist....n qian iz gona pon it...nice rite...i tink i gonna feint a sprain..haha....eat dat sia...chee hoe iz still my number ci ah...no mater wad....
den todae, saw emily...met her at nat camp...nhss npcc...she din recognise....haiz....probly cos i wuz de invisible man there...neva socialise..cos i wuz tinknig anger at the geps
finally tkd, oh man,,,i wanna go eunos man..not cos of karen thye...but its gd trng....yupz...still can rmb the crazy stuff i did wen i liked her las yr...sec 2..some joker....dat aiht moi sia...karen thye wei jean....blah blah blah.....now joo chiat, has no life, too mani children...n my nice bro hu actualli complained agst my gd frend eugene iz enjoying it....tamade..u piece of waste....humph..
22 nov...fetching sis back from airport...yea finally.....
25 kcc camp...praying hard for it sia
26-28 nov...camp of death... advemture torture(trng) camp
i tink i dun wanna b a ci nemore sia...drive iz gone....motor rusty sia....i juz dun wanna do nemore qwork sia...lazy....nah....juz sian....scrwe ISO man....ok i tink i m talking too much nonsense...john needds to go out..n i mholding him up...so till nex time
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Wednesday, November 10
this de bored post
yupz..me dis de posting for the sake of posting...mhmmmm....reveiw of my life so far...after prefects dae...go library on sundae...den mondae slack n rot at home...den at nite...my dad ask me polish car...oh my gdness...POLISH CAR?!???!?!??!?i free...not free to do such nonsense....yea...i din tell hm dat la...i told him go hire some ppl to do it...den he started his gd ol nag abt money....pause...time to talk abt dat..
feb 12... a teenage boy went home...to celebrate his birthdae...but...it wuz a sad dae..cos he had to c his sis fgo overseas...so no presents...onli de cake....hmmmmz...de onli happy birthdae wuz from ying xu lor...at dunno wad am in the morning....welll...dad u chose to send sis oveseas...dun take it back...swallow de hUGE BURDEN...dun take it out on us...oh my gdnes....u r making me so sad wid all dose words..i wuznt created to waste ur money...i mean look at ur other son man...y do u protect him so much...wen he lost de ez link....but i end up being the target....y?cos i rot at home...frankly inot keen on looking for a job....meyb a qwuick buck la...to et my hp..no1 iz gonna gimme one for xmas...i tot wanna ask my dad for it but cos of de $$ i guess onli a miracle n an angel will giv it to me...haiz....i tink i gonna giv my hp a name liao...stick wid me for more than a yr...hmmmmz...yalor...7610 nokia...ericson k700i or k500i...
yupz...yesterdae...do ntohing again...meyb a lil bit of iso...yupx...den nite...played halo while waiting for modem to b in sync...lousy modem...heeez....fun la...not a fan but itrs dagt kind of shoot n can kill aliens one...haha....den i wuz searching for beatles songs mon....got some guitar tabs from the net...qi li xiang...beatles songs n other english songs......recently like beatles...haha....theyr rock....yupx..todae bible study....yes...my first session...opened my eyes again...woke up feeling angry...den come to skool evn more angry...den go bible stdudy no more...haha..yupx...den now in library blogging...den go tao nan...den go bedok to eat...den zhao home....ok....if anyting i m happy, will psot abt it nx ok?
ATC still givs me nite mares...
dark tots dat rule my mind hav somehow been cleansed...yea..a human has two sids of de personality...de dark one n the light one....dis sides control our actions...yes....u c?de dark one iz arrogant, vicious scheming n judgemental...ok...talk too mujch crap....
toniote taekwondo...oh no....n oso furls comiungwid me to kc...NOOOOOO...dat means muz sing...wapiang....mr...iahv tone deaf voice...ARGHGHGGGGHGGHGH....muz contact em...haiz...learn the guit in like two wks...man...taxing sia
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Saturday, November 6
prefects dae
YEA!!!prefects sdae...i now at cdans...ok quick review...had soccer dis morning...den went long john to eat...n den wuz a lil late for dis...played laser quest...i got lowest...i tink i aint gonna make it big in spf...yea..my dream...go spf...wait...get a medical =degree...gwet some ultra high rank in spf for dat degree...n show it off...YEA...ok..styop dreaming...
i m still angry over geps..ok..u guys robbed me of my npcc place..but i neva got justice...m i too cocky...my mind runs wid such dark tots dis daes...n i wuznt arnd...i tink u beta refer to august post...after national camp...i wuz vulkgar...all u geps...damn u man....xinbg long oso..i hate u...hate iz an emotion of de dvil..i m so full of it now...cos y?no1 cares a damn abt my injusticer...all saae relac...relac wenu dunno how i feel..some ultra high postion kana thrown down...i hate u all..n maz alows it...dammit...splking of which....atc....i damn scared..having nitemares abt it..gonna go there n get scolded...damn cis..oso tinknig of ways to skip it..or kill the cis..juz jk...dark tot run in my mind...god giv me light n ssrength to escape the dark side of me...haiz...i wuz raised as a slimy person..onli wen io became a christian dat...i like realised dat i wuz leading a damned life man...n now....i tinking of revnege.....almak....man...now its my turn to feel spiritual dryness....hmmmz....i m stil angry at bronson for not stopping....he saes i hav the power to change acsi np..but how to wen half de members dun even care for the unit..i tell u..behinddat gold award of lies dat i tell....its a lousy unit..even barker iz beta dan us...we r de pits..dun u tink?no1 noes how i feel abt dis ok?everybody tel me dis n dat...but it doesnt comfort...i wan some action..not words....maz not doing anyting...she probly tinks i m ineficient...walau eh...den i shldnt represent the unit to go nat camp rite?wads the point....i m savingsome pits unit...piss off la....$%^&*()*^%$##...yea....frustration to the extreme.....but...theres still the sun...n dachi u shld b here..rahter fun....oh ya....dis iz oso another reason behind de depression...wen u hav nothing to think abt..u tink abt ol grudges...ya....n i saw eunice at the cid visit yesterdae...quite dao to her..she wid her squad..wad u expect me to do..saed helo...den scared ruzaini abt bringing a bomb there...nto real la.he scared dat we get shot by the mada...police...den all de gory parts the forensic dude showed us...nearly had nitemares....n de radio keep playing ghost stories so late at nite... wapiang..al dat stories abnt those kinda photo of ppl not meant to b captured...like de half man crossing the road....Lord protect my eyes...so i may not c em....PLS....strength..light....YEA....muz b empowered by such things....okok...i talking too much..haiz....lemme sae again....i hate ong xing long...david ang...n all other geps..n bunny..u tin u so big if u hang out wid david?>screw u man....atc...npcc...stress
life= pain
from pain we derive joy
after the joy ends, we hav pain again
its avicious cycle da we hav to live
God help us!!!!
n theres still de sun....
dis iz not a poem...its juz my view of life ok?atc...scare me...i tink on the 29 or after..u gonna c me pms-ing abt atc..so watch out...stoopid com at home..always scrwew up...froce me kana scolded by dad for nothing....stoopid com....kana blamed for ur sopid mistakes lor...juz a bit of a screw den ok liao....walau eh....playing the fool wid me....ya lor....n this com rather lag...print so bad....haiz....gtg...c u all dunno wen....
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Monday, November 1
o levels over
yes...its over...wid a blody price summore...daamn... i m sick...real sick...i hav a cough after de bloody fever...den bleedibng n ose...n den hav diarhea/gastric flu...any1 u guess la...juz stomach cant eat nething oily or fibre...went toilet like 4 time yesterdae...denv couldnt study syllabu finish...todae..din even dare eat till after both papers...YES...its over...quite ez la...heehee...can stop nagging in my ears liao...throw the bk ah....ate yoshinoya man...dats de closest dat can get to steamed food..hope so la....in mac...while waiting for ameer n jamal to break fast...yeazzz....n now i hav a poem which tot of during the paper 2...
"Lock and key"
u hav so much pain in ur heart
i reach out my hand to help you
but u brush it away
u put a lock on ur heart
which i dun hav de key to
i try all means n ways to find dat key
but u hide it so well
i wanna take away some of that pain
all of it, if possible
but dat lock on ur heart
it givs me such a headache
i tot so hard
juz to find ways to release dat pain
dat i fell sick wid a fever
still tinking of how u r sufferring under dat pain
much as i hav to rest
i wuldnt
cos i havent found the key to ur heart..
done...inspired by the compre passage...gtg...
escorted @ 7:03 PM;
