our dance song

"Let's Get It Started" by Black Eyed Peas

Let's Get It Started, in here...

And the base keep runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and
runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and...

In this context, there's no disrespect, so, when I bust my rhyme, you break your necks.
We got five minutes for us to disconnect, from all intellect collect the rhythm effect.
Obstacles are inefficient, follow your intuition, free your inner soul and break away from tradition.
Coz when we beat out, girl it's pullin without.
You wouldn't believe how we wow shit out.
Burn it till it's burned out.
Turn it till it's turned out.
Act up from north, west, east, south.

[Chorus:]
Everybody, everybody, let's get into it.
Get stupid.
Get it started, get it started, get it started.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Yeah.

Lose control, of body and soul.
Don't move too fast, people, just take it slow.
Don't get ahead, just jump into it.
Ya'll here a body, two pieces to it.
Get stutted, get stupid.
You'll want me body people will walk you through it.
Step by step, like you're into new kid.
Inch by inch with the new solution.
Trench men hits, with no delusion.
The feeling's irresistible and that's how we movin'.

[Chorus:]
Everybody, everybody, let's get into it.
Get stupid.
Get it started, get it started, get it started.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Yeah.

Runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin runnin' and...

C'mon y'all, lets get woohoo!
Lets get woohoo! (in here)
Lets get woohoo!
Lets get woohoo! (in here)
Lets get woohoo!
Lets get woohoo! (in here) Ow, ow, ow!
Ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya...

Let's get ill, that's the deal.
At the gate, we'll bring the bud top drill. (Just)
Lose your mind this is the time,
Ya'll test this drill, Just and bang your spine. (Just)
Bob your head like me APL de, up inside your club or in your Bentley.
Get messy, loud and sick.
Ya'll mount past slow mo in another head trip. (So)
Come then now do not correct it, let's get ignant let's get hectic.

[Chorus:]
Everybody, everybody, let's get into it.
Get stupid. (Come on)
Get it started (come one), get it started (yeah), get it started.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started in here.
Let's get it started (ha), let's get it started
(woah, woah, woah) in here.
Yeah.

Lets get woohoo!
Lets get woohoo! (in here)
Lets get woohoo!
Lets get woohoo! (in here)
Lets get woohoo!
Lets get woohoo! (in here) Ow, ow, ow!
Ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya...

Runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin'
[fade]

mhmmmm. went to school at ten plus. kar kin picked moi up.high expectations man. then did dance practice one time.sheez.then we did ushering of schools. not much to usher. the attendance wuz quite bad .so my expectation were disappointed and had to make do with what we had. oh my ganjis. samuel cheam mus have been really sad la. onli kc,mg,cedar,chij tp came. argh....then the games and all we tried our best to make it seem nice. oh boy. sam cheam damn unoriginal.all the games all learn from other camps one.bleahx. then the egg game wuz juz plain sick.YUCKS.then the water games were fun. everybody got wet.ok i wuz quite dry. so wuz le chern. ha. we lobbed damn big bombs at the gals la.all congregate in one group like that.then so stone. haha they wan revenge also cannot bao cos we too far away liao.haha.and kar kin got drenched.haha.damn funny.
then in evening.the sec 4s saw the item and called it gay.wth man. wan be poser have more time la! sheez. even i couldnt get the dane right la. esp the bloody running man.oh my ganjis.die sia. then alota sec 4s came in to do the item now. the chorus. part la.hehehso we practised the thing .not bad la. my moves not that good la. during the real part we put on the plastic bags. taht we cut out holes for our eyes and mouth. haha dman plastic bags were like for comic relief. then the damn thing didnt turn as sharply for a moment.so i wuz blinded for a moment. that wuz enuf to screw up the dance la.basket.lucky take off after first verse. we were dancing to lets get it started. oh my ganjia. my hand stand and my fore arm freeze damn suck la. the best item wuz the sec 2 one la and the council 2004 item. and roshen's guitar solo. wesley played for sec 2s as well. oh my gdness. trevor soh is like super pro at the elctric la. he could recreate the effect for holiday by june act. then the solo part. two jokers were being drama about it but the real one wuz damn good la. then roshen's one wuz damn good also.haha.then we were praying that no other person did a dance thingy. cos they sure would thrash ours la. and the council 2004 item they like giv chance like that. abel wuz like damn slack with his moves.and aditya thrashed my handstand.ARGH....then mg did some dance. very subtle dance sia. like when the middle gal did a split nobody knew.until likeso many what la...
then the sabo items. haha. the mcs had to propose to each other.then bongard also proposed to one gal.then johannes damn jckass. he wuz like " say a name" then i wuz like " johannes!" then he wanteed to sabo me. but couldnt cos i wuz senior.not council.dickson proposed.jin yi proposed. andrew tay. samuel eng.john loh. joseph lau.SHAWN ANG!!! all proposed.haha.damn funny sia. the best wuz the one wheresome stephanie from kc wuz being proposed to. then she kept hiding behind johannes. haha.bloody funny sia. johannes want to get me also cannot sia...haha. yeah. a fun day. but wasted sia. so many schoos neva come. walao. poor cheam.


The Breaking Fillers! can u guess who is who?haha

mmmm.sunday., got bitched by mum cos i didnt tell her to change money for the trip. so kana bitched left right centre all over again.then kar kin kept begging people to go out with him.then he came to my house to do the dance item for june act.went quite well la.haha
now...trip. mmmfirst day, sleep.sleep sleep.we played volleyball then the damn ball went into the sea so many times sia.trip com like screwed up or something.onli got 16 students.3 teachers.bongard.soo and jwong.heheh.hmm.then at night. we had a lota fun.the damn room like damn creepy. at night. the window kept coming banging noises la. then the bloody resort cant do not shit there. everything close so early. so really do nothing. i room with jin yi.mmmhaha. then everybody thought i wuz gay or something. then they thought i wuz gonna rape jin yi.haha.walao.then at like 11.26, jin yi wanted to go and order room service. so bloody ex sia. dunno why. like golden or something. then he wuz willing to pay then. they said they closed.oh my gdness. not even time yet and they close. tamade. sure know how to cut themselves some slack.
second day.road trip again.went KL now.first day we went port dickson.mmmshopping!!haha.but didnt buy much stuff.ok didnt buy anything. and we went up the sky bridge of the twin towers! so high!wow
then at night.went to eat dinner at some seafood restaurant. alamak sia. the crab so nice la. then the ac boys all so scared to go and crack shell. so it looked like i killed the crabs or something. cos there were body parts all over the place at my side of the table.then watch fire flies at fire flies park. nabei. mosquitoes bite until wan to die ah.then the fireflies so stone. haiz. not really nice. and there wuz no ekin cheng song from storm riders( go watch the part in the movie where they visited the sword grave) to accompany it hor.haha.then came back. bathe.go hang out at elandrus room. then watched the grudge. sibei scary sia. wan die man. the womans face damn sick la. then the worst wuz when she wu lweopard crawling down the stairs. with all the spastic movements.yucks.then slept in a very awkward position. shall not elaborate on it.
the last day.nothing much. damn long trip.went shopping at malaka tho.peranakan food so HOT!
then we all went back sg. damn long la.
then on thursday, went for dance practice. could break quite well sia..heheh. took all day sia.

song

ok sorry if the font looks pretty damn big.sorry.song of memories.image: two gals singing their hearts out on stage.with background vocals.and one noise mouth percussionist.
"More Than Words"

Saying 'I Love you' is not the words
I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you not to say
But if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do
To make it real then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words
More than words
Now I've tried to talk to you
And make you understand all you have to do
is close your eyes and just reach out your hands

And touch me hold me close
Don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say
That you love 'cause I already know

hey wad do u noe? i got two angels man.must be the cat high guy know i guy then throw my candle away. second angel smsed me yesterday.haha.quite cool.yeah but sad la.first angel go and throw my candle back.so bad sia.looking for zha bo.cant be some hao xin ren ba.haha.okok. sufferring from SLC withdrawal symptoms.sometimes juz sit around and stare into empty space.and then rmb the times we had.haha.then listened to more than words.mmmm, the item still rings in my mind.haha.really really miss my group mates. group N.hmm haha.N-thu huh?
anyway i still think that stupid randy killed that zhabo.tamade.loophole in CSI.haha

hmm, yesterday saw smallville.whole day stay at home very boring. the episode about sex man.like the whole buncha characters decide to have sex.clark kent.lana.and that teleporting lady.wth is wrong with them?!ok none of them did la. the red kryptonite came off in time.haha.lana lang broke up with that french guy.haiz...the love story btw clark and the teleporting gal quite nice la.but shes still psychotic.maybe shes juz weak in the mind la.probably needs christ in her life.haha.talking crap. but its a sweet tale.nice break from the main plot.hahaz.
ji bai, arguing with my sis so much. wth man. i getting nagging from all sides. its nagging.why? cos i HEARD AND UNDERSTOOD. BUT I DUN WAN TO DO!!! i feel tired.i feel frustrated.all that stupid advice. go marry some bloody rich gal. wth man. be spastic and oh so singaporean. kiasu.damn wad.corrupted ideals. my ears need rest.i dun care if u mean well but my ears are damn itch liao.ARGH.and my sis calls me a selfish person.too right. onli to family.not friends. tahts why i have dual personalities. one to handle the outside.the other to handle the family. one thing i m concerned.there is no love.friendship is one thing.love...family love childish love. i have forgotten what it feels like to love.now i can onli imagine to have a tian lun feeling.imagine onli.nd that cai chen reminds me of my brother. queer boy.young and weird.no wonder i had the overwhelming urge to rebutt him always.man i need to control myself.screw it man.dammit.dammit.see one thing the convention can give unlike a home is...friendship.memories.instead of plain ol nagging.and the bery random factor that u wun see em again. or i wun.haha.cos i didnt ask for numbers.didnt see a need to.oh wellz.
heh, this is for n-thu ppl, y'all wan get a gathering or watch taht movie ticket together. muz call me fast.heheh.juz dat...necxt whole week not free.

the song

man if acsi had to perform for SLC, this would be the song that i would have played lousily on the guitar. with nice recommendation of Dazzlyn. lucky it didnt have to happen or we would look bad with alvin's tone deafness and screeching singing. sorry dazzlyn.this postin i for u since u recommended it and we didnt perform it.its the best i can do other than playing for u( ooh u wouldnt want that!)

"True" by ryan cabrera

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

mmmm. no need to do anymore guitar shit. the st nicks gal called me and told me all that stuff.lucky sia.that alvyn cant sing for nuts. damn out of tune.HA.lucky lucky.

hmmm early in the morning at seven plus,wednesday.i woke up late.hp alarm spoil lioa.tamade. my father had to knock the door.stupid alarm.then he got me to st nicks la.heh.forgot that i had been there before and it is HUGE! kept getting directed here and there.i only knew more or less of the building.haha.signed me name.waited there for quite some time.wanted to sleep. and i saw zhen yi.bleahx.yeah onli said hi.haha.saw marian,and joel from church.ooh and benjamin from st pats.tns school mate.doesnt recognise me tho.then we got divided into groups. i kana group N.hehe.this is the time when u feel old man.bloody nuts, i m the oldest in the group!lao liao.hehe.my group had jason,esther,michelle,lixuan,xinyi,caichen,kaiwei,hafizah....from the respective schools of amkss,smgs,nygh,sngs,boonlaysec,cat high, maris stella, orchid park sec.mmm.haha.they're fun people la.but that cai chen( lets jus call him ning. u noe ning cai chen in liao zhai?). hes scary.shall regale u with tales of him later.haha.then we played team bonding games.( not very wet ah) and evrything involved a bloody blindfold. the rubbish bag like free like that.haha.
after that wuz lunch.it wuz ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE! hot and spicy like dynamite like that. no taste too.bleahx. ate quite little. then it wuz job hunt.then our facilitators came bak.more young ones i have to say...wai kit from cat high AND jing han from sji.hehe.young young young.then we got yishun to work in.after a long trudge to the bus stop to take to yishun, jason decided to go halfway.his grandpa had passed away.feel quite sad for him la.we were going on so well.haha.four of em got the job.then ning decided that the neighbourhood not good enuf for him.wan split the group into two.and i had to follow him cos i didnt want trouble( like what if he throws a childs tantrum? wan throw also mus throw in school right? yeah in private probably bash him up or something)go yishu xentral.damn stupid sia. go commercialised area.trust him. hell iwould, i know for one thing that ning wouldnt make it big in his board.i dun care if u know the area well.i hate splittingthe group.see? thats the diff betw seniors and juniors. the younger gen dun believe in unity.esp him.piss me off damn bad.cos number one.working in shopping centre is as bad as ch u.mini mart at least can hide ur face.tamade.so go john little.and fold kids clothing.zha bo clothes to be exact.yucks. so much PINK.omg. my eyes nearly went blind as i stood there folding clothes nonstop for two plus hours without moving at all.and ppl mistake me for salesman." this one can buy for 7 year old? two year old?" and i have to answer his question.heh.finally after the two hours. my results wuz a nice and neat place again. resilience is something that the young ones mus learn man. the one i wu working with. gave up almost like half hour into the job.!!! man.then finish go back to school.then overheard xin yi talking to ning bout some bgr probs.haiz. young ones man.tsktsk.one thingi wouldnt do is share my gd ol probs with someone i onli knew for a few hours.not that i have anything to share about in that area. i have to say hers is a rather colourful story. he likes her. she likes someone else. so and so pa tuo. a whole big web.heheh.then ning kept asking lixuan about her school grass.quite a cool topic huh? when u see a young boy trying to pick a young gal up with lines, you would laugh.damn well, hes trying to be a buaya.haha.its a failed attempt man.then it wuz the tea break.then they were exchanging numbers.writing on that orange book of theirs.didnt bother. i go there with nothing. i come back with nothing. afterall i still stick to the rule baby.hoohoo.ah but i got give la. but neva get.dun really see a sense to get.yeah.haha.then took personality test. i m a bloody melon. go check out the test to see wheat that it is.haha.then went off to eunoswith jing han.haha he live in bedok reservoir.
2nd day!! in cat high which is a rather HUGE! pretty much more interesting .can confirm my hp alarm not working. cos i woke up of my own accord, 4 mins past the larm time.heh.quickly get ready and all.go hall.wait for a mighty long hour.then CSI.bitch man.so much shit to do just to get one piece of info. even had to dso a hand stand for like ten plus secs. can imagine blood flowing to my face like wad la.heheh.but it wuz a gd brain treaser exercise.i still insist that it wuz accidental.number one, the killer wouldnt intentionally kill the lady.cos if he did. he wouldnt give so much no comments.basket.but its not.these game ppl neva takr into consideration, psychology.oh but it wuz good. i still guessed it.ha.hey but i still think its accidental.shit man, we didnt ask the bloody store keeper cos no time.so didnt know he bought alchohol.the final and crucial clue wuz that la.walao.then cpt psalm gave us a nice talk. ooh. ok i got a nice score man. ya la i m an I N T/F P with some more touches of J also with the P.kinda weird...then eat lunch.then we discussed our item las minute during lunch. lucky got script sia.sji used it before i heard. and the lines were old and abit out of point. so i made em sensible but also absurd. try these lines..."....a few more boys weree allegedly molested by... my hands"" osama wuz last spotted in...geylang, geylan united has juz scored another goal" "...with that vicious tackle. he could very well be...sent for execution.the price for smuggling drugs is..."heheh. a nonsense mind cooks out more nonsense stuff.hehe then it wuz talentime!we kana second last item. alota groups super lame siabut its a great effort pulling it off. and all the sji guy were acting GAY.YUCKS man.simply yucks.i liked that spiderman one.haha.lame but still funny.the starella and the reenacting of the CSI in a very much gay manner. but the one that came from the heart wuz the guitar.really really heart warming.tho it wuz jagged. acoustic always sounds from the heart is u play slow songs.haha.then i saw candice! haha.she came back to see how SLC wuz going.yeah so sweet right? not that the other schools head prefects or ex head prefect did so.then got band performance.hoo they're cool but the hall sound system couldnt handle so much input. they shoulda brought amps. mic sometimes work dont work one.haiz.quite cool la.then cai chem used this opportunite to take pics of gals with his cam. supposed to be the guy singing an jing but then he go take pics of the gals singing.chi ko pek sia.haiyoz.after that wuz the prize and all.heheh.w won best item.mmmm.cool huh?movie tix baby.then we wrote out reflections then said gdbye to candice.mmhmm.yeah.caring elder sis man...then we took pics.cai chen kept wanting a pure gals pic.haiz.simply chi ko pek sia.then we went oustide to get high.hooo hoo.better than atc campfire( of course man) then pick a candle and contact the person who'se number is written on it.heh.my angel decided not to sms me after my super replies. i onli smsed my mortal at like nine plus.jie le ding( geraldyne) from anderson sec.sec 3 she said. group h she said too.left early. she wanted me tohelp her pick out a candle when we were long gone from cat high.heh.gave her my facils one cos he didnt puta candle and hence couldnt have an angel.so she became his la.
ya then our group went j 8 to eat.i got like high on seven up.got dman bao from beef ball stuff man.then went eunos with jing han.went home.hmm haha.didnt walk the gals home tho. quite bad. sean, where's ur gentlemanly sense? so late u must walk them home!yaya, sorry li xuan.
man if i told ong siew lian that, she would scold me la. so late let gal walk home on herself!haiz. can onli pray ad hope nothing bad happened to her la.haha.
SLC wuz fun baby.but somehow it wuznt as fun as the Kc one.heheh.yeah and i realised that michelle wuz from the wilkinson road from cross roads.haha! the lame-o one where i say wilkin u say son.haha.fun man.quite sad that jason couldnt make it la.ning, learn some lesson bout life. stop paoing niu( buayaing)!

le tuesday things

getting out of ideas for titles liao.haiz.tell me man, why is life sooooooo harsh?
i feel damn depressed this hols.why? cos i havent touched my hw.( outa sight outa mind) while others are mugging i m playing.and my dad keeps striking my guilty conscience. i feel sibei tired out la.then yesterday, i wuz playing the guitar. and i realised that i can't get it right. not the right chords not smooth. then suddenly, my self confidence juz left me.shit man.its like i have this notion that we're gonna screw up on stage.ok not blaming bad voices or bad coordination.but the guitar player. imagine this la. i m onli an amateur and i m playing on stage in front of 45plus schools of leaders. with 4 each. and we're onli 3 each. and probably half of em or more noe how to play it super pro. then i am up on stage playing this piece of shit.it feels like ban men nong fu.( showing off in front of experts)how?!argh....dammit. dammit la.one thing i hate, its ban men nong fu.oh man, if its anything that will get ppl talking about our bad item.i bet its the guitarist.i cant seems to let one chord flow to another.or certain parts of the song. theres a break in between.how the hell do u erase that break?! i ma self learnt piece of shit.how am i supposed to know? aint got no guitar classes.sheez.
yeah,i also watched batman and robin.i actualli understood why they said it wuz a sucky movie. for one, it makes ppl think its like tose oldies cartoon.those type of simple cartoon stuuf.yeah. and i really cant stand all those puns and bad language man.ok, the technology and all quite cool.making myself sound a few years younger.haha.but i really like the winter clothing la. white and black. simply nice. somemore, the pattern is sooooo nice.and i hoped they took away those bat man nipples thing. damn sik la. some kind of muscle suit or something then add two things sticking out.damn sick.oh, and batman can't fight for nuts in that movie. he must be like spiderman or something.or like in the cartoons.he wuz trained as a ninja wuznt he?but i still liked his winter clothing.groovy.
haha, yesterday,i listened to the radio.then i heard shi kang jun( local if u have not noticed).he had this part of the song where it wuz acoustic. something in the chorus starts with heiye....how the hell do u get that kind of smooth flow?then i wanted to listen more of guitar.so i played my david tao cd-wu yuan.but it wusznt very helpful.cos it had pauses on purpose.mmmm, zhang feng qi's wan jun biao mei sounds damn nice la.esp if u have seen the mtv.its like this couple somewhat like in my sassy gal.damn funny. then the song got opera included in the fast beat.quite nice la.
bleahx.SLC tomoro.hope hav fun then die on thursday. cannot peng san sia.hmmm.hope some one can bein school today to help me

keeping fingers crossed

keeping fingers crossed about lotsa tings. my diarhoea.actualli rehearsing for the item for SLC.actualli performing that bloody song for SLC.no confidence man. like yesterday, kept screwing up the song la.walaoeh.keeping fingers corssed about friday.cheng liang and le chern have hike man. walao. then when want to practise sia.tamade.lotsa problems.within the las two weks.
yeah. today's is the day church camp coming back.mmm.haha.
man tried break dancing. doing onli the forearm thing.damn. like kar kin. feel like i losing my form sia.haiz.

money matters

sounds damn big eh?
haiz. now there is the calm before the storm in my stomach. its a horrible existence.they should hav really effective medicine against such stuff. as in one shot no need pang sai any more water stuff.walao.damn what la.get up then pain.then do then cycle starts all over again.
haiz, still no hp.i even told me dad how old. i bet he can even tell how much i wan a new hp.haiz. but he say must save $$ for education. damned i would agree man. and we're still living like lords.i should be shot for still living like a lord. eating dinner out ah( onli sumtimes ok?)buying cds( thats cos i cant dl, if i could, i would already be the proud owner of an ipod mini)and maybe clothes. maybe spending on expensive food to make my mouth happy( thats really seldom, when i mean happy mouth food, its simply something not homecooked by my maid. u would be amazed that even coffee shop stuff is better).
my brother----->hoarding money for dunno what use( whats the points of having a million dollars and not spending it? watcha gonna do with it? eat it?)he every thing also saving saving saving. man he inherits that from my dad i have nothing to say about that.( read: woe to the woman who marries him one day.i beta shut my mouth. later ppl say me and all that blah blah blah)and sometimes, taking out the money for...buying candy.whoohoo.now thats a cause( note sarcasm tone here)hes probably half nuts
this brings me to an incident some time ago. rmb the second week i didnt go teens time cos of the food fair? yeah. my brother made me get reaqdy by 12.when we had to meet at 1 at the expo. distance from house to expo.not exactly one hour length yer noe?surely not by MRT.his weird reason. he wans to explore the place before we do.AND buy some food.i wuz like !!!is he nuts?! yeah. so i recommended a nice route.( try talking about the hot weather and he would know) took 33. then when it reached kembangan. hethought we were getting off.we would still have tim for shopping.so no. we went all the way to bedok.mmmm.them take mrt from there to expo. zun zun 1 hour.operation early bird food: fail.haha.
haiz.need $$ man.ppl pls donat to the sean lee cause.so that tey dont have to live in moody times. possibly sponsor me a 6230i.haiz, financial difficulties."hand to mouth lifestyle" so the next bugger who assumes a doctor's son should be rich. OR ACS boys being rich, read this before u open ur mindless mouth( verbal diarhoea it would be).an of course, bruised lips is sure to follow.( izit bruised or bleeding or even cut? oh wadeva)
its humiliating isnt it? cant live ur coomforts man. but if everyman lived in his comfort. wheres the fun in life man?no vision to look forward to( of course not applying to those with cases where hope is rather dim)
for now, can onli look at hp ads and sigh and weep inside and all like a lil gal.haha.
its all bloody material wealth and all? why dont we all just drop our money and serve God?
after seeing all these, u would probably think i m joking at the last statement.HA
life sucks.but what can we do?suck it up.man, even if life seems unfair, every dog has its day.mmm.( hey, cant fault me for giving false hope to ppl)
u know whats the worst type of shitty ppl? rich shit that seem to be ignorant of how rich they are( sounds like me eh? doctors sons are NOT rich)then they flash their big ol nice hp( 3G, not dai kor dai la)then when u wan to have a look, they start saying no and all that bull shit. then dont flash ur hp la.
jealousy is a very serious issue for me.so pls la.stop flashing ur bloody nice hp.
sheez even my cousin has a 3G phone. not on very good relations with her but,hell i m jealous( not tha i looking for a 3G phone like everybody is)
ppl leading good lives it seems?hehe. theres always someone leading a worse off life than u. so stop sighing at ur food!(really bad manners)
bzzzzz.stomach feels really empty.fasting man.dun wanna visit the toilet so many times a day
ooh, whole holiday neva do school hw. next wk gonnabe super busy.monday tuesday mus practise for item( ay its nothing big. juz that i perfectionist or paranoid)wed and thurs is the sLC. friday, possible practise for june act item. sat: teens time. sunday pack for prefects trip. monday to wednesday.prefects trip. yeah.thursday. possibly june act rehearsal. friday june act. and that s the end!@#ARGH.
see? i skip ATC. they need extra instructors. then maz asked bronson, bunny and david and me. oh i m not. cos of prefects.hmmm.i aint gonna care much about np cos the animals in between me and bronson always wanna fight with me.THERE IS NO PEACE.
haiz, SI rank? splat la.and as for CI? david can come join us man. no problem. cos i gonna help another unit. i not care a shit about acsi np.cos its crippled. no one can make it stand again.unless those "leaders" i trained can stand on their own and forge out a new age for themselves.
rmb las yr man.johan told maz " we'll be the best NCOs the unit has ever seen" in my eyes. we are the exact opposite. with all that sturglle and screwing up of squads and heirachy.well, the promise we made wuz broken even since the beginning of our term.oh well...there are prices of war...hope the unit shuts down or something.

day 4 of church camp.mmm tonight's their last night liao. and i still in sg. okok getting corny about this.
haiz,stupid kfc change their good ol formula spicy chicken.and i am a victim. so bloody hot. then make me have diarheoa.wth man. pang sai how many times.tamade.feels damn sucky la. on a fast now. dun dare eat.otherwise, pain will ensue.hmmm.argh. cos of that, cant go to the guitar sale at swee lee. is that wicked or what?

chance meeting

day 3 of church camp....sean lee is still at home. waiting for the group to come back to sg.
hmmm.yesterday, went to eat prawn mee with ma family. u know that beach road one. branch near chij katong primary. hmmm, saw jon pang and ming xiu there.hhahaha.so qiao.then went home. did NOTHING.whoohoo.juz slack.
then night.watch tv like there wuz no tomoro. from 8 till about 1 am.muahaha.lazy pug. havent even started doing homework.haiz. poor kar kin. lost is breaking touch.alamak.tsktsktsk.hmmmm... i m bord shiteless man.the lil item for SLC. is still rather wavy.hmmm.dunno what to do

day 2 of church camp

no, i m not in the camp. juz lamenting how they all playing nice and well there in kuantan.
my sassy gal!!! who hooo
going nuts.note to oneself if u wana study in afternoon: dont eat XO fish beehoon. esp dont drink the soup.kills ya man.knockout entire afternoon. sleeping with the kc bear in my arms. well shoulda taken a pic.hahaa.then played guitar.
ooh. i got myself into a load of shit man.its SLC i signed up for. AEIQ is the bloody theme.alamak.and cant switch memebers.wapiangeh. i m screwed la. how to get an item with onli three members?wth man. i need one more guy.oh my gosh.my guitar skills are not good enough.and i dunno if alvin wans to sing. i dunno what mnigchun is gonna do.i seriously need roshen or something .or qian li.wth.cant add anymore.i m gonna die or something.bleahx

more boring hols

have u ever had boring hols? yeah. yesterday, went malaysia.bought onli two shirts. my brother ought a buncha bloody junk food.also dunno why.haiz.then dinner, my dad talked to me bout university course. mei wan mei liao sia...but its kinda intriguing.hmmm.ya.haha.always mentioning my future sia.tamade.at the worst i juz become a cop la.thats where analytical minds can work. CID. get some cheem degree. then can get inspector rank. ahhhh.thts the life man. but i wil laways be under someone who is rich and all.wth man.shitty life it it'd be.
man really have to sympatize man. no $$ liao.even if we sell the car. we can't find buyer. so yeah.ok not no $$. juz its like one hand gain.the other hand gives. and the other hand giving out more than gaining.no storage in between.wth man.
this is what really pisses me off. why do ppl who miss their chance muz go get a second chance? if ur grades onli allow u go NIE, then for God's sake, go la.go overseas and drain ppl and leave ppl living in discomfort. muz think if ur family have $$ right? i know i sound selfish talking like that. but er..its not juz the $$ u know? its like the whole family took on some gloomy atmosphere. nag.high tension.more nagging. cannot spend so much. and i havent even got a single present from them for like two years( ok this one no need take so seriously. added for humour effect)haiz. but its true. ay, then somemroe my brother get berms. walao pian xin sia.haha.
haiz, but its shit staying at home like that la. u feel no $$. so u cant overspend. everytime u spend on sometihng, u feel guilty. then the father laments. and everytime i still feel guilty spending money at all on myself. like cd la( i m not a bloody pirate ok? buy real shit or maybe china stuff)haiz.a new lease in life man.onli for firstborn child.the other siblings will have to work hard.toil and all.great for stress reliever right? lucky i not taking o's ah. otherwise i would probabaly go retarded liao.oh well.if u come and tell me all that sufferring in australia as a reply to this posting( ssuming u read this), pls la, we all know u coulda avoided this by juz not going isnt it?
feels bad if even ur own brother splats u huh?oh well. i feeling sibei frustrated la.its not my fault.i have to suffer.all cos of one person.WHY must this be?can somone tell me why? yeah i sound selfish. but lets look at the big pic here. one person goes somewhere,drains the account on top of all that bills to pay.the rest of the family feel like in the pits. not that i want ppl to donate here la( thas juz plain stupid) haiz.
analogy: if u can grab something. its ur own ability. but if its out of reach. pls dont use $$ to help u reach for it.
finished reading my sassy gal.haha.touching.touching.obsessed with te song now.hahaa.dunno whether u can hear the song on my blog.after all, its iwebtunes
haiz. seems like tkd cant really solve my frustrations.instead. i got angrier la. and of course. nosand bag to hit. hit air. from juz plain old kicking to killing blows.like bloody techniques that can, i dunno, injure a person really severly. and i stopped. thenn still got angrier.
oh wellz.

another poem

man this one sounds like a story. oh well, try analyse my mind.

"it's still there"
there wuz a piece of land
2 storms had hit it.
the scars remained on the face of the earth
then, came a third storm
it started with a mysterious stranger who stepped into the land
then as he kept visitng it, a disturbence in the air will sound
with each time, it would increase in magnitude
then suddenly, the strnager never ame back
the storm still increased on its own
till it reached a stage where it caused massive destruction of the land
the winds awakened a sleeping demon
who had been sleeping for what seemed like eternity
before new life even started
with its rise, more destruction ensued
till slowly the storm disappears
and the angels could come down to bind the demon
but, the land wuznt as firm as before
the angels had trouble binding it
there were times when it could rise
there were times when it was bound
with destruction comes construction
and a new land with some more scars
what we all didnt know is that..
while the weatherman promised no more storms in a long time
the old one wuz still brewing somewhere hidden
we may not feel it
but, it is there

alright, guess what i m talking about. if u can actyualli guess it right.oh well, i can say, u wull make it big in life =)

whoo! second posting ina day.
my brother ponned ncc camp.wth man. that ncc camp that i saw in sas.he wuz supposed to be inside it.but he pon.why? scared of hardship.lousy
ARGH!!! i wana go church camp. i m so bored in the hols.
i m so bored i m signing up for aeiq.so far i havent been on a two day convention. qould like to see wazzup with it.
bleahx.i wanna go do some tkd.frustration is like my driving force in there.haiz.need a sand bag.or maybe just call rui xiang get thrashed.do the same thing.bruise his arms. he beat me.ah but we wo0uld have vent my frustrations.ahhaz
now on my second book of my sassy gal.quite funny. but we're reaching the non funny part.the tear jerking part.

ok yeah. my first day of my hols.quite crappy. dad came back yesterday, making lotsa noise.wadeva. then afternoon, cleared my stusdy area. and realised that i left my bio and phytsics books in school. so er...need to go back. but i m lazy. so for now juz sutdy chem. not that i did yesterday.wuz reading my sassy gal. quite interesting sia. damn funny la.its like they neva pa tuo then go do all kinds of crazy shit. and the worst is that shes younger than him. and she act like a gangster sia.hahaha.korean to chinese translation wuz horrible man. zhe yang became jiang(sauce) so half the time i wuz scratching my head till i realised it. then hen(very) became fen(powder)...man.bad translation sia....
man i m reduced to reading spastic lil love novels for entertainment.my brother ah, whole day trying to piss me off. some more argue so much with me. even tho i wuz winning the argument, he still insist on his point. which of course is hu yan luan yu...bullshit if u dun understand the chinese.of course in arguing, must not lose ur cool , or u will look like the loser. knowing mr blow up( my brother) half the time lose liao....haha.too simple man.yeah. unfortunately, i still use poisonous words on him.kd if u think u kana bad, wait till u see what i say to m brother ah....haha.
haiz, feel like i m slowly becoming a retard sia.first love novels. what next? power rangers? bleahx. wuz juz kidding bout that part
nowadaes ah, so bored. then bowels not exactly moving in a correct state. shall not elaborate
oh yeah, i killed the mosquito couple in my bathroom. like smack one.the other one also like angry, then try to play jedi around me.(helluva fast reflexes) ah but tey suck blood, juz get to engrossed.so they die there lor.
dreams- been dreaming bout the same person and all...wth man. hello. my dream is a movie ok? not to have the same cast everytime.walao eh. like dream bo ho liao la.
yeah, i probbly sound like a psycho to ya....wa piangeh, cant go church camp. kuantan.bleahx. and my sis wuz like teaching me how to lie to parents bout it. such an elaborate afffair also can lie. signature forge.money use savings( ok that one i also know la) camp? juz say going malaysia on a retreat.wowzers. i think i juz go honest. ratio of truth and lie is 5:1.like that then better. rather than 6:0
waiting for batman begins and mr and mrs smith and war of the worlds.like movies please come faster!!!
from my sassy gal, can juz plain see that guys and gals think ultra differently la.its like guys always so bullheaded and gals are like so controlled of themselves. man. hate to say this man but its as if females have a higher eq than males. and er...better maturity?
chia bee teck once said," gals have higher maturity two years older than guys of same age" bleahx.that kinda sound true. shit, can use this for my extrended essay in IB.kinda suck eh?
ok bout the name calling. some basic rules bout that.if u wanna call somebody bad( not tha i say u should), make sure u know urself better than him, then call.2, u must neva cross borders( like dont insult his parents unless NECESSARY) cos we are just having an arguement..hmmm...3 try not to call. it hurts ppl.( working on that too ok?)
as for lies, sorry God. working hard.
by the way marian( in case if u haventn read from others blog) this is what daniel andwinston went thru during teens time. liesand name calling. the right lie and all...consequence and all..so yeah...
laterZ

fun teens time

ok yeah.another lie yeah.lie to go church AGAIN.but this time got a lesson from the sermons. man, i m at a bloody dihlemma here sia...go dont go?humph.sometimes i really wonder what is hapening to me sia.ok shall speak the sermons later on a another posting.after daniel talked( very solemn thing), we went to play caps ball. oh man, it is one exciting thing man. winston wuz damn scary..."BETWEEN THE LEGS!"first time kana oleh. who the nut passes a ball between the legs?!haha. but once bitten twice shy. facing him must bloody pulll legs together sia. look damn funny lor.haha.crazy game la.overstarained my back when throwing a ball. solomon kept jumping around blocking my vision. then i juz threw damn hard la. obiously it went out.haha.great game.then after that juz hang around the mph.pass time away.then helped micro little with the banner.ooh, then left for dinner with daniel.he eat liao then some more come back to get ppl...haha.eat, then waited like a fool with ray for leticia. east side ppl.hopefully could take cab. but they take bus..u dunno how jack i felt la.like tiaong....wait so long then onli to find tey taking bus.by that time so late, reach home like sure 11 liao lor. hwa, lucky kimberly also live east.near tao nan!!!hoohoo,so shared a cab with her la...yeah. thank God man...then reach home.bathed.talk to dad bout hp.wanted to hint to him to get one new hp. and his good old square ways of a hp." its jus for emergency communication" damn, with that kind of thinking,i'm neva gonna change it in a looooooooooooooong time. and he keeps nagging in my ear bout studying in the hols. u know irritating to have a fly going about like that. same point. juz buzz buzz buzz.wth man.like i know. i really feel tempted to tell him like juz shut up man.wth la, i know i have to study. ah but i m a personality that is difficult.the more u try and make me do or nag so much, the more i m reluctant to do it.wth man, i juz feel like no fuel. no vavavoom. feel damn sian ah!ARGH.something's wrong with me that i dunno of...total internal conflict man.bo lui.bo happiness.wazzup with this thinking man?nag so much bout the same point wa lao.0 degrees equals to 360 degrees equals to 720 degrees equals to 1080 degrees.the onli diff is u go many rounds. wth.same point. i really need to punch somebody.grrrrrrrr....
boiling man.so many things in my life like failing.systems on verge of crashdown.very frustrating.school.studies.everything seems to be falling down on me.like totally no interest to study la.haiz.theres still a political war to fight.a brother to struggle with( seriously man, hes pissing me off real bad).no money to do anything.i cant even pinpoint the source of it all.
lingesh, whole time trying to attitude me.yesterday, keep making me go.then say i m a racist. and then go cursing and swearing then pui.wth man. u wan go home u go urself la.wth man.so bloody sensitive no need liveo n this world la.u wan attitude i also can...u not happy, say directly. no need go say a bunch expletives or unmentionable and inaudible stuff man.little man. so much bout what pastor said bout names.oops.
man i used wth man alota times. can fill it in with colourful words like the f word or bastard. then u get a less boring posting. ya, i m probably so depressed that i not gonna talk bout the issues.yeah...blah blah blah

job is done

yeah, i have done my job.i got sixty bucks.but they spelled my name wrong. yesterday, wuz the best la. tho i wuz in severe depression due to my workload( hey the lady gave me an "undiscovered" stash of promo packages.its a VERY BIG BOX.and given on the day before friday) ryo came back from leave on wednesday and took us out for lunch.at BLACK CANYON COFFEE at SERENE CENTRE!great treat. hes a nice man. wednesday, felt really useless. project superstar all controleld yb higher powers....i wuz juz standing there like an extra. maybe invisible man.haha...
oh on monday, i bought the gorillaz the lyrics ofr feel good inc is below.
thursday, me and zhiyuan went to check out toys r us in paregon.new branch. revisiting our childhood.or rather experiencing our second childhood.oh man, we were looking at the collectors items for star wars and er..batman begins. uite cool la....then the biggest shock is the batmobile.not that i dunno what it looked like.but i didnt know it had a twin cannon on each side.so i wuz fooling around with the vehicle(toy i mean, they sont have the real deal) then the top had three buttons. ipressed the side ones and onli sounds ame out i think. then i pressed the centre. and got a shock. the damn cannons juz popped out.CLICK! so loud. i jumped back la. its like so sudden.hwa seh...haha

Gorillaz "Feel Good Inc"

Verse 1
City's breaking down on a camel’s back
They just have to go 'cos they dont hold back
So all you fill the streets it’s appealing to see
You wont get out the county, 'cos you're bad and free
You've got a new horizon It's ephermal style
A melancholy town where we never smile.
And all I wanna hear is the message beep
My dreams, they've got to kiss, because I dont get sleep, no..

Chorus
Windmill, Windmill for the land
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down

Love forever love is free
Let’s turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

Rap 1
Laughing gas these hazmats, fast cats,
Lining them up-a like ass cracks,
Ladies, homies, at the track its my chocolate attack.
Shit, I'm stepping in the heart of this here
Care bear bumping in the heart of this here
watch me as I gravitate hahahahahahaa.

Yo, we gonna go ghost town, this motown, with yo sound you're in the place
you gonna bite the dust Cant fight with us With yo sound you kill the INC.
so dont stop, get it, get it until you're cheddar header.
Yo, watch the way I navigate hahahahahahaa.

Chorus

Rap 2
Dont stop, get it, get it we are your captains in it steady,
watch me navigate, ahahahahahhaa.
Dont stop, get it, get it we are your captains in it steady,
watch me navigate ahahahahahhaa

oooh ok, if my memory is bad forgive me, i cant really rmb it now.but it wuz FUN! ok in the morning, went to acjc.with a bad stomachache.then during the intro, i had to go.haha.then they divided us into groups, i wuz in the same group as dazzlyn. did i mention i wuz the onli sec 4 in acsi going?yeah ok.our group had ming xiu, edric,jean(did i spell right?),zhen yi, mingchun.two councillors, yang sheng( dunno why ppl say its yang shun) and priscilla
first we palyed icebreakers. quite fun la.then played that who is the murderer....frankly till now i still dont get it. but it wuz great fun la.ming chun really iovlent la. he could have killed people
ok then there were the water games in the afternoon. i wuz behaing damn gay in that time.dunno whatt came ove me. i did one extremely stupid thing.i tried to splash andrew tay. then he ran around the damn track. and i did the dumbest thing a guy can do.chase him.onli when we like covered 100 m then i realised i wuz chasing a badminton player. with a pail of soap water. more of it came on me than anywhere else la.than we were bare footed too.running on the hot track.not painful cos we were always on the move.then i couldnt keep up . i neva train as a sprinter.yeah. so self jack la.bleahx.then, alota hot ground la. foot can get burnt.and all the water going on.sheesh.then it wuz the war games, oooh. total ownage. our group got owned man.like one group got dman lot of cone( flags)while our amunition destroyed.(stolen)all happened when we went to jail for being shot by water bombs.wa lao.i half meelee half projectiled one zhabo la.headshot!....shamful eh?u bet. i m ewxtremely shameful for that shot.but i still got a frag.by the way, the headshot wuz behind not front. so dont worry, i didnt knock her out cold.then after the total ownage, it wuz th end. aw so sad...then zhao home
many things i m damn sad bout is...ok not as fun as kc ignite la.whoo.the seated soccer rocked la.but crossroads qwuz still fun.i made myself look liker a jackass.totally bad.
most impt failure: I FAILED TO STOP THE JUNIORS FROM GETTING HP NUMBER!!!!the whole bunch of kids forgot lao zi shi shui.walao.go round giving numbers. thn mingchun ask me screw the rule. and tried reasoning with me ansd all that. oh well, i cant control everybody.i think onli ppl like stuart didnt give.i also didnt la.go with nothing, leave with nothing.my motto. council, some action here ah?

Sean Lee
12 Feb 1989
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