now at phan's house

bleahx.phan's going away.
so sad
so is mingwei
people coming into ur life
people going off
feel really sad
esp with these two
cos they've been really close to me
4.16's organising a thingy for mw
we're here for phan.
al the times we've been thru
really makes me think back on the times
haiz...
great party. i using his com to blog
oh well, we were having fun in roob's house yesterday.pretending to be him.ay i wuz gd ok.if he hadnt exposed me, i would have fooled that lady.haha
hmmm, nothing to say.
the world's like closing in on me.grades.cca.future.ns.job.
not so impt: getting married.PHOOI!
haha

at reuben's house

oh man, lil ol bunny didnt come today. later he got commit suicide how?
oh well, sorry.
discussing the meaning of life with reuben.
cross country was rather crappy. like walked the whole lot cos we were talking too much. haha
oh yeah my a maths test got 21/25. ooh yeah. engelbert is blasting in my ears now. its gonna bleed soon.reuben's micro unbearable voice also contributing to it.

hahz, phan's farewell tomoro. yeah.wth is the meaning of life? oh well, happy birthday eggy.
oh man, no more inuyasha.ARGH

i got my purpose driven life. oh very much in gd condition. haha.

sian. bio has so much stuffto study/ walao. like trying to complete my chinese syllabus.haiz.
damned matdhs. have to go for remedial for core maths.

damned man, now its some horrible song playing. its memories. gay song.damn boring. and its blasting in my ears.tamade.

man, even if i goto hell now and see bunny. i'm not afraid cos i would have fulfilled a purpose in life. get to taste love hate grief and bitterness. HAHA. as if i would be committing suicide.

damned.damned damned exams.esp pre lims for HCL. haiz must study again.

bleahx

ok i not supposed to be blogging now but lil ol bunny really got it. i bet he didnt expected it

went running with reuben. saw his sis charmaine.and he go and ask her show me some amelie's foto. which i didnt know. then she was like " why u wan to see?" then i was like "WHAT?!"its him who said it not me. i aint no know some amelie from kc.walao. my reputation is sullied man.

better start studying. no more saturday postings.must mug.HAHA.

oh yeah, i got this nice ol letter of rejection for mr r from a mss j. its quite demeaning la. even i not sad also become super sad. walao. shes damn bad to him la. onli 2 wks.phooi!

ciao.

my wk

bleahx. that wuz a long post. we were having pure fun with his gd ol blog but they do this kind of thing. i am a sadist. any punk that prevents me from getting the guy i wan to hit makes me wanna work harder to get him.ooh yeah, i'm obsessed with u bunny.i wanna make u lose ur will and dignity.
enuf about that.my wk has been bad. its lixuan and cheng liang's birthdays this wk. whoo hoo
but i got some enlistment into NS brochure. gets me real depressed.so fast and i am so old.
so i have to work on some thing. my fitness and also not getting into ANY relationships til i ORD cos its hard to maintain.might as well save ourselves a whole lota pain..get into SPF for NS.whoohoo.

we won the rugby finals! yeah. c div.all the cheering.all the hopes.finally prayers were answered.oh well. gd for them.

time to start studying....stressing myself out

i hate damn statistics and probability. makes me feel stupid. like wth man. i freaking failed core maths test la. am i stupid or what?gimme a gun,i'll shoot myself

hoho..time to start mugging.muz mug muz mug muz mug

yeah. the enemy has fought back. its time to progress with level two of my agenda.if u thinking of doing what a punk being harrassed nonstop would do. u would be a fool. cos thats ALSO in my agenda. this is the evil side of me.think twice

taken from scenaryclub.blogspot.com.oh well. i copied i out. the war is starting to progress. and i was worrying he wouldnt care about the flamers.HAHA bunny.

"ook lah guys, firstly, dese other pple r innocent, leave dem alone. i noe it seems cool, mebbe it takes ur boredom away to juz keep pushing me down (though unfortunately it doesnt work), n secondly, dey r all frm raffles, which means u're bringing down the name of acs (which i highly dun recommend, esp if it spreads in e raffles skools of ur childish acts)."

hanging out with raffles. serious crime. cos they accept u there. not my problem.its not bringing down the name of acs la.HA wad a joke.next...

"Thirdly, i noe its probabaly becos one of u holds a grudge against me. u noe hu u r, e person hu tinks u shuld rightfully be the head of npcc (land). well, mebbe dis would make u tink again. after e two original ics left, dere was a power vacuum. i dunno y some of e non-geps keep looking down on e geps, i mean, ok, besides some of dem being a little too weird, but, dey r an interesting bunch to tok to if u would juz spend some time or wadever little effort u haf to noe dem? dey r reali nice pple wif reali gd jokes. n seriously, dis snobbish behaviour is also wad turns many parents off dese daes when dey choose their child's secondary skool. but, u, u reali went too far when u called dem i quote "lower life forms". u noe how demeaning dat is? dey too r humans, n btw, dey r smarter den u, so does dat mean u're an even lower life form?"

nothing to sat about this. sheez. i already let go of that issue. i noe its useless fighting agst gd ol oncologist dr ang. i already resigned. oh boy to prove that i'll even remove my npcc achievements from this blog. yeah.no npcc or staff.ROD liao.they haave yet to prove to me that they are an interesting. oh yeah. they are interesting if u would call animals in a zoo interesting.oh well, ur "good jokes" are pretty sad. and stop thinking of our school. ur hang out so much with raffles u should go join them.go man.man is at the top of the food chain. the geps are animals.they belong below the humans.oh well, dolphins are smarter than humans what.i know of some pretty smart animals that are smarter thann humans. BUT they lack the ability to have emotions like humans.even BRONSON said that God created animals for humans and made humans lord over the animals.what can i do? next...

"plus u call urself a Christian, n even read e purpose driven life. now if u call someone made in the image of God (Man was created in the image of God) a lower life form, ur fellow human being, hu reali does not deserve to be labelled as such, u're firstly condemming, i repeat, condemming God's creation, n secondly, u're being a real hypocrite. Im even ashamed of associating myself wif a Christian lyk u. ur testimony of wad a Christian shuld be is far frm e values taught in the bible"

man that juz makes me guilty. oh well. God forgive me for the things i am about to do. i know i will go to hell if i do this. but...i dun exactly see myself as going to heaven. i juz hope the rest of the world go to heaven.i'll try bring the rest of the world to heaven instead of going there myself.oh and i didnt read the purpose driven life. i juz read outa context to kangdi to teach him. they call me the "pastor" in class.haiz i can onli say spk for urself bunny. next...

"Next, u got to power cos, granted, u took e initiative n stepped up. but u still did not stop e abuse. in fact, later on after e courses, after the np dae parade at the police acad, u pulled some fellow non-geps together n formed ur gang. u even excluded some non-geps n called dem slackers. so 1/3 of e squad was ur gang, 1/3 e slackers, n 1/3 the geps. Me, i tried to get to noe everyone, but off course me mixing wif geps would be an offensive action to ur clique, so try as i might, i did not get close to anyone in ur clique. well, i made frens wif e others, i got to noe dem. u always had dis elitist mindset, dat all of u hu went to e PA, cos of ur xtra trg, r so called better in drills n more deserving of a high post. u tot wrong. we were gettin hell baq here frm e ics and the cadet inspectors. furthermore, some of us also attended courses. u exalted urself n put on dat high n mighty shroud over ur vision, n ur attitude turned frm bad to worse. u were juz too full of urself. u despised anyone else hu achieved sth n hu is not frm ur club elite"

get ur history right bunny. no.1 i onli started my anti gep campaign after i came back from nat camp which u all so rightfully took my power.and i am guilty of segregation of squad. it is my personality. even a palm reader said that. in my eyes there can never be a grey patch.true about the PA. cos we got thru shit from them drill instructors. pls man. them DIs are much more harsh than CI cos CI is not NS and DI are regulars in SPF.by the way bunny, i hated u since sec 1. i didnt like u even a lil bit. i cant get myself ot like u. ah....about the attitude? thats cos i wuz robbed. of course i want to make enemies. i want to start a war man.i am also guilty of the self exaltation.for that i am most sorry cos its juz me. "he who humbles himself before Me shall be exalted.but he who exalts himself before Me shall be humbled" i guess its a lesson from God.oh well.ppl who achieved something didnt deserve. pls la. look at ssg noah ang. he doesnt even deserve sgt but based onthe fact that he go for ssg promo.oh well.by the way we call ourselves " slackers united" not " club elite" sounds kinda cool but i rather the matt version " klub elite?" then must have a "!" in front. "! klub elite"haha.next..

"in fact, u still owe me dat marksmanship badge which u did not give me outta spite. may i inform u dat since mazlind gave u e responsibility of distributing e badges, n since u failed in ur duties, u can be deemed irresponsible. i mean, if u're irresponsible wif small duties, how can u expect to undertake greater duties, a higher calling?). thus when e agm came, we slackers n e geps got together n formed the anti *ur name* gang alliance n decided on hu to vote in. in fact, u're supposed to be e 3rd ic of e sec 3 squad, n i dunno how mazlind gave daryl lin permission to swap positions wif u so dat in e end u're e first ic without a vote. in fact, we gave u a position outta sympathy instead of respect or because u deserved it. u didnt."

ok i really appreciated darly lin doing that for me cos hes such a good peng you. oh well but i had to deal with all the lil pieces of shit in sec 3.haiz.and the badges? it wuz on purpose.hey i even volunteered to give out the badges.too bad it wuz short of two badges. God wuz testing me if i would be tempted to not give u and david. obviously i failed.haha.u really rmb the stuff well man.*claps*they say women are petty.but i say some men are pettier.oh well.next...

"attributes of a gd leader or in fact, any leader:

1. a gd leader must be responsible for everything, which includes EVERYONE'S welfare
2. a gd leader must be committed n haf initiative, as dey sae of e kings of old, first into battle, last to retreat
3. a gd leader must be impartial
4. if a gd leader wants to gain the respect of his subordinates, he must first respect dem (something u're seriously lacking)
5. a gd leader doesnt lord his authority over everyone (u abused ur authority when u took over frm e sec 4s, n im so glad we had dis agm to change all dat, n im sure most of e sec 4 squad stands behind me on dat point)

and many other attributes, which basically all can be found in the Bible, which im sure u have (n dun call dese bullshit, cos its all derived frm e Bible, go check if u're cursing it rite now.)"

for one thing. i dun curse people.at least not ppl.and i dun disagree with u on that.number two u wanna talk so much about leadership go buy the "keypoints on leadership". ok tho i didnt read it.but...its gd.ahhhhhhaaa, i dun work to gain respect. at least from u.i dun need it.tell me what kind of person i am when i dun wan respect from my enemies. reuben always tells me to get my enemy to respect me. haiz. i can do that. but my pride wun allow me. next....

"so wad if u attended more courses, were wad u tot more "on" abt np (me n david were also "on")? u din even give ur fellow squadmates e basic respect of even a human being for some of dem. its ur attitude. compare urself to Jesus in e Word of God. he states dat if u wanna be a leader, first, u must be a servant to all. now, do u still haf anything to justify ur claim to a post which u tink is "rightfully" urs?"

i am super far from the Man. but i work to bring ppl close to Him....tho i dun understand what being the servant means. haiz.

this is helpful criticism. i will "surely" work to improve my character. haiz bunny by doing this, u have played into something that will bite u back. my agenda doesnt involve u. u are juz a " chess piece" in my game( no pun intended) there is a bigger person involved.but bunny, i hate ur ego and attitude.u see. if u werent so ego about urself, i wouldnt so such harsh things. and also cos u played with power and got urself some major mojo.i relly liked that paragraph u said about me.it juz said some really gd stuff man.hey such behaviour of mine doesnt warrant respect. but i dun need it from u. all i want from u is for u to kill urself.can already.if u juz die, maybe it wouldnt be so bad. hey all will be forgiven and forgotten if i go ur funeral.dont worry, i'll send flowers.bunny, this is serious. i neva hated anyone more than u.not even david.i have to clarify. david is juz spastic. i dun hate him.i only despise him.for his GEP behaviour. and i onli hate the fact that this guy can go above me.second, i dun blame mazlind.she wuz juz trying to save her job.she didnt even gimme consolation prize. i'm totally ok with that. i dun hate her.its all juz grief that will go in a while.maybe some time next yr.i'm perfectly ok with the geps tho they play a part in my power fall. i know its meant. oh well, it wuz like my worse nightmare come true. but its God's lesson for me.as long as they dont try anything funny in front of me, i am ok with them. notice i only kb them onli when they try funny things?no i dun think u do. but for u....

I HATE U TO HELL. yes. i want u to lose ur will to live. to lose ur faith. to lose whatever stood for strength, hope and love for u.i wan ur parents to cry and attend ur funeral.most impt, i wan u to kill urself.i wan to deflate ur XXXL ego.to tlak about friendship is too late. u see i am not warring? its only agst u as always but now its taken up a whole scale.God forgive me for the things i am about to do.cos u bunny, onli u would be proud of lowering my power. not in the lease bit of guilt. tell me, is THIS Christianlike? to destroy one man and be happy?or guiltless?the rest of them dun wan talk to me cos tey know iwill release a breath of fire on them.( no pun intended too).i appreciate that. really.but u....keep boasting.haha.u made me realised how much ability to destroy a person i have within my mind.
bunny, the heat is on u.i'll send u flowers at the mental hospital.u shold be there before NS.yeah.
ohho, i hope u dun go to the prom.its for ur own gd.that way, u make my plans slow down.but its all a matter of time.anyway, if u're going, pls dun bring a gal. cos THAT would be a catalyst.

ok the rest of what he wrote...

"Fourthly, for e rest of u, esp e head of scouts. Most of us r Christian, we attend church, we pray often, our skool is dubbed a mission skool, n we read God's Word. den consider dis, is wad u r doin a gd testimony of a Christian to fellow non-believers? i mean, even e most notorious non-Christians lyk rui xiang, he doesnt even meddle in dis stuff. doesnt dat make u pause n reflect for one second? dat guy is a non-Christian, hu doesnt read e Bible or even the purpose driven life (for some of u hu tink reading it justifies ur actions). in fact, im ashamed to call myself a fellow Christian! even if i were to be a non-believer, would ur actions be justified, would u do dis? wad kinda of testimony r u giving to others (i reali pray dat God will open ur eyes to e kind of image u're portraying to others as well as how u're leading non-Christians astray)?"

whoa whoa.now now.rui xiang IS a christian.but he strays.thats all la. deep down inside he has a heart of gold.i am speaking from an analysis of him.all of us may think he is quite gangster. but he is a good person at heart.and any wrong that he does he knows its wrong.his heart is juz confused.thats all.ok i am ashamed of myself for portraying a bad image as a christian.by the way bunny, u are so think in ur head that u dun even realise ur error.stop going to church for gals.the las point is really humourous... i DID nnot read the purpose driven life. my own copy is around somewhere.kinda forgot where i put it. gotta find it later. for POD essay, THAT is reall gd book. and no, i dun use it to justify my actions. i juz PREACH to kangdi to give him lessons on life.but i didnt really read it.no time u noe.bunny, i hope ur quiet time doesnt involve thinking of which gal to bring to church now....haha

"Fifthly, for ur info, in case u dunno, u're juz childish. u noe, i shuldnt be wasting my breath chiding u, but u're irritating some of my jc frens. would u juz stop it? cos most of us reali tink u're juz childish. u haf a grudge, settle it wif me. bugging other pple juz shows ur actions r unjustified n unbased, aka totali horrendously, unreasonable. i mean, so wad if u go out wif gals? so wad if we all dun haf gfs? we can still be cool. its still hip. i quote frm one of e founders of dis blog "goin out wif many chiobus, even gettin one as ur gf, is reali nth. its whether ur rela lasts." i noe mebbe some guys make it seem cool to go out wif gals. ok, its fun, reali, n u learn alot abt dem as well as urself. but, imagine if e gals see dis (gals haf seen ur comments n said it was reali childish), how would dey react? wouldnt dey be disgusted? u see, its juz ur attitude n mindset dat nds a bit of tweaking."

sometimes a game with only ONE player not fun.we need MORE players. too bad. nobody ask u go blog with some rafflesians. but i think they are ok.abit haughty now.jc frens huh?by the way, i admit i am childish. i LOOOOOOVVE such games. i like ur EL tho. great vocab.ooooh another point here. i also dun have a gf.im pretty happy about it.happy that i dun even have a gal to pine for. i have achieved mind liberation from feelings.BUT i dun go OUT WITH gals. the las time i actualli went out with a gal wuz...probably wuz for a transaction deal for ac superstar ticks. shes my biggestcustomer. and we were juz doing business. i aint some mister don juan who goes out with gals who smile but think " gosh, someone get me away from this creep"i dun mind acting childish in front of gals. i dun need to get a gf so early and i also have no need to impress gals. so they can go on and be disgusted at me cos its my personality. i dun wanna be an actor juz to hitch gals. if i gonna get a gal, my personality is there for her not some facade.not like u bunny.
oooh look who's talking about the las line.change ur attitude or go raffles.maybe they also wun welcome u there. what u need is sas to rough u up.

"I noe dis blog may seem to be sth done to personify us as cool (ok, i tink e others here r reali cool! cheers!), but actuali, its juz done as a grp thing to bond us together more, so if u guys haf anything personal, juz settle it wif me straight. im not chiding u cos i tink im better den u, far frm it. i take ego trips too (in fact, my ego is probably one of e biggest in e class. whoops, even dat sounded ego...). but one thing im reali proud of, is i tried to respect everyone. i tried my best. but wad u've done, i reali cant see u in light of a mature 16 yr old hu is ready for a serious relationship."

the blog is ok. but U are not.the people on the blog are but juz casualties of war. sorry rafflesians that we have to drag u down to this.oh by the way bunny.ur ego is the stake of this game here.we all want it badly.HAHA.bunny, u go to play pool with some rafflesians cos we dun accept u here. u are seeking refuge at raffles arent u. raffles have nothing bad.i even like em la. but to go with ur tail btw ur legs to seek a gang.its just wrong. u are using this boys for solace.they may be cocky.but they hav personality. but u? u lack in that department.

"Finally, if u, after reading dis, still decide dat its fun flaming, den all we can tink of u is dat u're juz immature, n besides, u'll reali be givin e skool a bad name, to gals esp. so plz stop it. thx."

bunny, life aint about gals. i dare say, i can even die single.i may occasionally look at all those couple and have a nostalgic or melancholic feeling.but thats it.if gals were in our school.u would be KOed already.cos gals are juz this great ppl i can deflate ur nice big...ego.also, i still would do the same thing onli. no dirty or ungentlemanly behaviour to gals. thats all.i wun put up a facade for them.it would be tiring.

the game has onli progressed to a preliminary level. juz upped one level onli.

LET THE GAME BEGIN!

he better take mc on monday or even the restof the wk.a weapon of mass destruction is headed his way.( ok that wuz lame) shant say what i'll do.

link

try looking at this. opens ur eyes to the bible in LEGO FORM.HAHA. gives the bible a whole new meaning too.

oh well its the weekend. i juz go updates.wow
like my a maths test wuz no mean feat. i could do finish it inthe time limit hurray for me!
i have done the ihs essay. i dun care if its a draft or not. i aint changing much of it.
the bloody higher chinese is the freaking prelims. the damn paper is our final yr grade.shit man. beta start mugging.
i juz wasted my entire afternoon yesterday. yeh i kept making reuben ong. he likes to waste time man.like school ended at 1240. he took time till about 3 plus to leave. walao.then he go meet his gay friend. and he wanted to do this damn gay thing on my hp. i thought he wanted to check out my phone then he was like i gonna message ___ and tell her " i love you" see what she reply.i nearly smacked him man.then hes like if she says i love u back then its good if not then juz say its a joke la. i wanted to hit him on his head. hes always buying vcds man.slap him ah.then i played some joke on him la. i said he had a gf. then i said his sis told me.haha. wadeva. get the real story from me la.haha
then i wnt mph at city hall while he went to meet his friend. found some great books. about fallen angels and the lost book of enoch? yeah.funny huh? but no $$heres where i want tokick myself."a purpose driven life" costs only12.90. someone shoot me man.haha
then i had to search for a present for ___ but its quite hardconsidering that i dunno what suits her even now as i hav bought somthing. i dun feel it suits her. really man.i dunno. guess i have to go shopping again.u see ___'s birthday is quite near prelims and i dun wanna go out near then so i must buy a present by then. oh and i met yue he in a shop that sold one of those friendsip stuff. shes working there.haha.man, maybe i am trying too hard. should juz sit back and let God tell me what to buy ___. cos seriously the more i look at it the more i feel it doesnt suit ___.bleahx.
updates on shows? haha.firstly, inuyasha. whoohoo this is inuyasha talk so those who dun watch u're not at fault. finally inuyasha go and start dating kagome. about time man. its like damn long la. but the episode was juz romantic la.but also abit sad la. like ppl can start calling him stupid. haha.
smallville. i have been missing it for dunno how many weeks. haiz. but this episode talks about some guy who has memory erasing powers. erased clark's memory.ouch. now his mind is blank. he still feels strongly for lana. then he wuz like if we ever ... i dun see why i would let u go. this time it would be different. yeah then there is a break. and blah blah blah. he gets back his memory and doesnt rmb what he did or said in times when his memory got blank. so he doesnt think about the second time or so....? haha they did started dating i think.hoho...

possibly a boring day

i'm bored shiteless today. nothing to do. ok other than POD essay which i have no reference to except for the book which i borrowed about the philosophy on the matrix. it doesnt help much. or rathe i havent read it. my purposedriven life is fulfilling its purpose somewhere.
i still have ihs essay. ineed to renew to the books on gd ol m'sia.damned.they expire tomoro.
i still have la group essay which i have no idea what i am supposed to do
i still have to study for a maths test but i am not.thats tomoro.
i still have to mug for end of year or i'm gona get screwed. muz start now
i still have to tahan bloody higher chinese prelims and bullshit lessons
i still have to do something really evil to mazlind and her nice lil cooperation of shite.
hell, i 'm bloody tired after doing the stupid bio ia. still have so many shit to do.if your driving force is hatred.its hard to do stuff. plus it hardens ur heart. i'm fine with that.my temper is like a flaming demon that wants to kill someone.it aint easy letting go. and i have no plans to.see?
oh i just saw my sassy gal again. ah.funny but sad.all at the same time.haha
argh...thinking back. its like a stupid ploy all from the start. ever since ang peng tiam donated the sword of honour. my career has been going downhill. i'll be damned for being chosen to be made a victim of such a political f***....ARGHGHGH
God, why have david ang enter my life? why have me so bitter? is my situation not bad enuf?why do i still have to go thru this shit? most imptly, why can't i get what i want? i hate not getting what i want. esp when the person who it wuz given to doesnt deserve. i bet he still dunno the sizing drill.somebody put a gun to my head and shoot me dead. i have achieved nothing in my secondary that is worth mentioning.juz some @#$% staff.which EVRYONE who came to take the test got.see?i have onli achieved as a member. no excellent contribution to my school.no honours.no f***.juz a lil school member who has been wasting his time away drilling in the hot sun and memorizing knots and what not.
no really, i'll go buy the gun and someone can go shoot me. then hopefully, i'll reincarnate and live my life again. and get a better PSLE score. go to a school where such stuff dun exist and join a sport. damned well.i'm lik totally ready for the restart button.cos i have really achieved nothing. i am nothing by itself.boys and girls. dun learn.kor kor got experience here( ok i wuz juz jk about that experience thingy)
so SHOOT ME!
i dunno what to join for IB. i shoulda joined some sport and not care a shit about uyo. after all thats wat alota ppl did.they did something for acsi.i have nothing...

npcc room

"and i knight you..."wadeva thats me knighting daniel leong

bronson knighting zhao bin ru or rather about to behead him

daryl lin saluting with the sword

that's daryl lin killing himself with the sword of honour. oh well, we'll miss him. he was a great man who often skipped trng for a greater cause. that would be his other cca: golf

if only it wuz mine. oh well look how sad i am

sword of honour of 2005 receipient :shreya mohta
my ass. first of his race to get ah. ok that wuz johan's statement.he looks dman funny la

( my sec threes and i, from left: zhao bin ru- sec 4i/c 2006, me-retired sec 3 i/c, eugene yeo-sec 2i/c 2006, clement tay sec 1 i/c 2006, daniel leong sec 3 i/c 2006-my successor)

(from left: me, johan and daryl lin)

(from left: wan cheong, me, jamien and shreya)

happy birthday singapore. malaysian guy here
hell yeah, national day wuz boring. marched the shitty parade. not so bad la.refused to listen to david ang when he told me to move. haha u shoulda seen his face la. "sean change place with li wei." "no".and he shuts up.
marching wuznt that good.hmmm.then the whole ceremony is damn boring. almost died man. and everytime i see david ang with his yellow flash and SI rank. my blood boils.go up get award.sing sing. then reception. then ROD parade.freaking hell. mazlind has a stupid guilty conscience.dont want to talk to me. HA. passed on power and i rmb it wuz onl yesterday that i got my power and had it reduced. or rather taken away. HA " train future leaders indeed"my betrayal is almost one year old. congratulate me man. one year of bitterness has actualli come to pass
u see, this is gonna be a scar to me. everytime national day comes i will think of how gd ol mazlind betrays for the bastard son of a doctor who donated the sword of honour. and dammit how should bronson get best unit cadet. i dun even get a consolation prize. not that i want one.pisses me off mzlind.oh well.u'll get it one day. " leave space for God's wrath?" what is theres not even a single wrath. this is a greatwrong done to me.i CANNOT TAKE THIS LYING DOWN LIKE THAT. my whole career destroyed cos to satisfy the desires of a damn lord. feels damn f***. really man.
anyway, i passed my power to daniel leong.not my problem anymore.she asked bronson to go help them even after ROD but not me.fridays are gonna be early days for me now. HAHA.shit
then after that hand in physics quiz. after that we stripped bronson.oh well. last day.then brian chirnside made me go buy lunch for reuben and him. darned the security measure man. made me walk one big round.then come back.then enjoy life abit.go out again. then finally reuben finished his nonsense and can go home. and it wuz freaking 5 pm. took to tiong bahru and he treated me to ramly burger. ooh didnt know it wuz that good.then he go buy his vcds. art appreciation man.oh well. then we talked about alota stuff. why is he always telling me to let go? this kind of power how u let go. its a blood vengeance.its not easy.
then we got to a lgiher topic and talked about looks and gals. haha.hes damn what la. he thought i liked marian cos she wuz cute. dammit( his sis happens to be a bowler and probably half of kc know i liked her.my its like some kind of urban legend. the unreciprocrated love of a damned acsi guy for a kc gal. though its almos unheard of in acsi) he asked if marian wuznt cute, would i have still liked her. the answer would still be yes. i had no regrets. no regrets having met her in that weird manner and no regrets having liked her. cos through her, my faith grew strong. she brought sunshine to my bitter world nad colour to my boring ol black and white life.for that ithank God for having let me meet her. though the pain it cost wuz powerful but it wuz worth it anyway.haha
for now study....
pictures later

saturday, i went for festival of praise with coa teens and youth ministry.oh well. it wuz great i hav to say. wouldnt have gone at all la. God has His mysterious ways. oh not totally into all taht jumping around. cos its not a rock concert. feels weird.yeah.but the sermons wuz GOOD. very touching man. power of God. oh and i saw alota ppl too.michelle wuz there too.i bet john must be really interested to know. haha.man but the worst wuz i saw bunny. lil bastard wuz there with one guy and two gals. he tries to hide the fact ot two gals. i didnt let him recognise cos i didnt want trouble.i could have gone and smashed him tho. haha
nevertheless. it wuz good. oh and i met neil! whoo... nice guy.offerred to fetch us home after fop. when it wuz soooo late. haha.
haiz. i watched some episode of justie league. some background info( might sound abit childish but i'm bored) its made up of superman, batman, the flash, martian man hunter, wonder woman and hawk girl. not to forget green lantern. this story is about the thanagarians who came to earth to set up a hyper space drive. they are the same race as hawk girl by the way.then the hyper space will destroy earth and hawk girl betrayed the league in duty to her people.at the side lines is green latern.he loves hawk girl. so hes mighty huurt about that. thanagarians take earth under martial law.league hides.then hawkgirl came to her senses. and GL fights with the commander. they destroy the generator. the league decides whether to keep her or not. she resigns. then at the las part "i love you, i have never lied about that" and hawkgirl flies off. GL has tears in his eyes and says " ilove you too" but she aint there to hear it. awwwwww.so sad.
haha.
changed my hp liao. its a k700i

posting for saturday

yeah...usually i post saturday but er.. i may be going for fest of praise so..wellz
feeling like crap nowadaes man. like all the damn tests. pissing me off
wokie like i feel damn rumour monger now la.or gossip.like saome fag or something.hmm haha.oh well.hmmm.something weird happened to me like las night and this morning. like the freakyt alarm clock rang at 6.15 when its supposed to be 5.55. dammit .stupid alarm. make me late. but the alarm wuz set at bloody 5.55.damn wonky la.
haiz. i m still in my doldrums.cant think straight.like hell.everytime i would think back on what idid and what david did. shit man. i hate the feeling la.see friendster.i couldnt be moire bothered about kenneth and wan yi la. see his blog then u know la.hahafunny that he actualli likes for so many years. oh man those were the times when we were only young and going thrtough that gay nco trng course. where we onli carried one stripe or no stripe. now i have achieved none. onli three stripes and a crab.man.i have yet to accomplish our school's vision. scholar( no) officer(no) gentleman( i dun think so)i m onli a pathetic lil staff. u might think its good. but from my point of view. its not high enuf. i wan more.i admit i am probably a power crazy freak.i want to get to the top. not some spastic lil staff. any punk can get staff. fyi. david ang made mistakes for stafftest while i wuz almost perfect score.and he gets it. i realy cant take it man. like someone give me advice.
those who actualli plotted for my downfall. watch out man. u aint gonna get a good ending. i'll make sure of it.thats right.lil ol politics. bunny manipulating the crowd to give himself power. i really feel damn sad. its like ur entire life's work is gona like taht la. stupid fools .juz to make way for some prince.
diff btw running the unit and contributing.
haiz. about the prom...have to bring 3 ppl. rui xiang's requirements. mathias says its a jocks thingy. i would think so. but itsthe effort see? ya, so have to give ruix support. but to find three ppl to come.is damn hard....i dun wanna like find gals. cos its like asking em out on date. have to keep to my monkhood nonsense.but to find guys means muz tap fdrom o levels. and its damn dumb.ARGH dilemma. besides like i said before. no gals gonna say yes right? cos its a prom for GUYS...
argh.. flaming time.bunny, u suck real bad.i hate u to hell. david ang also .stop pretending nothing happened. makes me look down on u even more. damn u and ur daddy to hell.mazlind. i hope ur car crashes and u probably die or something.splat.only then will mym anger be appeased.cos right now even u give me the rank i wouldnt be happy.man i make a good terrorist. no negotiations allowed.
lil ol claire aka clefariy. i dunno gideon yap . but i can sense that hes like bunny. hes some kinda spastic piece of shit i can sense. i speaking for eggy.nobody ask u to go and try this kind of esxcaping techniques. u are one manipulative bitch and u seriously pissed me off when eggy said that. u think u can esape from being blamed? my ass. eggy could see through u la. man, u did some damage to the guy. and i hate ppl who do THAT kind of damage. damn u to hell man. all eggy wantedd wuz juz to se you but then, u go and ask ur friend to say wrong number.wth man. better u dun let me see u. otherwise. this falming words are gonna go rightnin ur face.basket.doing this kind of thing to poor eggy. hes like damn sad now.i dunno man. hes done no wrong to anyone.unlike bunny. for a freak like bunny. this kind of wrong is called punishment la.i bet he going all three days of fest of praise. to trade in gals and get new gals.haiz. this boy ah. really sorry man.haha. screw u claire!
if u not happy. speak thu eggy. u did this to him.and i helping him do things he cant do.
by the way, i wuz onli helping him flame.

Sean Lee
12 Feb 1989
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