Saturday, April 29
cheated of a thousand bucks?
i'm a back from fu chow.its some trip la.second time i take an airplane!!!wheee....
reluctantly went up the plane.went china.board bus.went to some mountain vilage called feng ban.did cas there.paint the walls. and the showering and toilets there ROCK.not to mention the nice beds.damn cosy lor.and we were playing with gerard's buff body.bleah that sounds wrong.gerard laughter damn cute sia.haha....
then we went luo yan town.sleeping there kinda bad.was lazy to open sleeping bag.so i just stole a blanket from the geps and slept in it.yeah singh,zhi yuan, si yang alvin and i slept on the floor, while dear ol geps slept in beds.it pissed me off.i feel cheated of money not cos of only that la.
wu yi san, we survived the 7 hour drive and at some lousy hotel.haiz.its damn boring there lor.and the tea was damn good.and hell i'm sick.down there the only thing i drank was tea tea and more tea.the food was so damn oily.i climbed about 2 mountains in one day.the boat ride was the killer.damn cold.and mr neo REFUSED to let me get my raincoat.even told me not to make noise.drenched and all.bleah.
one bloody incident was like damn unmanlike of me. i actually shrieked.it was at the hotel room.we asked keziah bring her cam in for the competition.then she rang our bell.then i opened.saw no one outside.i was like spooked and almost gonna close the door and then she stepped into view with her long hair and i got shocked that i actually jumped the door and yelled "OH FREAK!"omg...zhi yuan was damn funny at the dinner table and we kept making prank calls.esp to weng hong.that irritating bastard.talked too much at the table.i wanted to tell him to shut up man.cos our dear friend made a comment about me being a kao bei kia.i refuse to let the matter rest.boy's gonna suffer man.
i spent like all my RMB in china.its kinda sad la.i got so lil CAS hours and i paid so much.i coulda paid les and gone taman for the same number of CAS AND GO FOR NPDP.ARGH.so disappointed
i bought like 2 china cds.haha...
bleah npcc day on friday. dunno whether the contingent can make it.altho we IB CIs will be standing on the top with all tyhe TOs.hope the new parade commander arrangement will be good.cos its the first time we using sea unit person.but i think he's the best.and crap with the rehearsal schedule man....
jay chou vids are damn nice can...haha
down with a china virus and i still eat chocs.dang, i 'm asking for trouble
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Saturday, April 22
what the crap man
ho.better make it short not.gonna go fu zhou in like 7 hours times.some kinda bad timing man...
council voting-bleah. the gal votes are like too damn little man.its like FIVE?!how to vote sia? and seriously, some ppl just dont seem to get the message that when posters happen to go missing, its better if they dont run.but no...they've got thick skin.everyday i come school damn early i see a poster of a certain person missing then after that its replaced by something stupider.then even worse is nearing voting, its like killer spam.suddenly blown outa proportion...pffft.then some thick skin ppl offer stuff that they cannot do.like all kinda empty promises.even worse, some bu zi liang li.oh well lets hope the voting eliminates em all
steph and weiling decided to cook up anti poems for me.like the ultimate suan-ing session.haha.too bad i had the upper hand with my impromptu poem.that oughta show em somethig about...westlife songs.its hard to envision steph singing.but she did la.and its kinda got to ultrasound frequency..heee
if i survive this fu zhou thingy, i 'll tell u what happened.somehow i have abad feeling about this man
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Saturday, April 15
romantic handphone
ok ignore the phone.just like giving random titles to posts nowadays.its just direct translate from langman shouji.
anw, ITS DAMN BORING!!! i tell u my good friday wasn't good much.its like stone at home.and study.wth man.i was bored to tears la.absolutely.i seriously wanted to go out and get some air but nooooo...its like the WHOLE DAMN HOUSE IS DEAD.wat the crap man.nobody suggested going out at all.just study.and the worst is my mum had the temerity to go and ask me if i studied enuf.ENUF?!what the hell is defined as enuf?there's no exam.i do regular studying.do i have to MUG SO MUCH THAT I GET BRAIN DAMAGED?!what the hell am i studying for?.now i begin to regret my subj option.its like all cocked up man.wth did i take so many sciences.i should go take a double humans man.i'm not aiming at bloody ol medicine which brings me to the next part of my anger.
my dad keeps talking on the damn dining table that we have to study hard to get into university.u know such talk jus kills my studying enthusiasm.ok tho its like forced into my brain by myself.i still actually make myself like studying.but damn i hear him talk.its damn irritating.i wanna jus shoot myself man.its like i'm not aiming at medicine.what the hell is up with medicine that is so great?just cos u got ability to save lives doesnt make u top of society.i mean i see businessmen with "business" degree making so much more $$ than my dad.ppl richer with supposedly "lower degrees" and he's like so BIASED against science courses.cos it'll get some stupid lecture about how great gd ol medicine.seriously la.the evil of man is so visible that even blind men can see it.how many ppl here can actually say they wanna be docs so they can help Mankind.its about saving lives.cause less sufferring.not wanting to be great.not cos u express an interest in the anatomy.not cos u wanna earn big money.its cos u wanna save lives that u become a doctor.nothing else.but noooooo...all u jokers fool urselves with ur false morals of wanting to save lives when underneath it all u just wanna get big in society.lemme tell, piss off and let those who REALLY wan to save lives get in.everybody in life has a purpose to do.and not everyone can be a doc.if that happens who's gonna do ur lab tech and others.who's gonna teach young kids?its like a typical dumb dream.WAKE UP!
and to those jokers that love expressing their opinions and forcing it down others' throats, its stupid.sometimes they do it without even realising it.like wth man, i like to write my stuff here.and if it irritates u, buzz off.this aint a blog for lil lowers who cant take abit of heat.its only this things called restrain that prevents me from hitting back.hell man, life aint u.life is everyone.one example i draw out is that kfc in kallang there.some stupid kids were maknig so much noise and nobody dared to silence them.oh well there was a shhhh and all was silent.u can guess who did that la...its like one place is meant for all.if u think u can let ur dumb kids run amok like lil bastards, u're so damn wrong.u dun own the place.if u read this and get angry.dont bother coming here any more.this blog is all about it.anger.there's no cause for happiness around here nowadays.lil pathetic incidents dont really make a true smile.
oh crap i lost that scholarship.i didnt get it la.i've like absolutely failed my dad.cos i'm still gonna burn my dad's $$ with school fees.i nid a fee cut and the world doesnt giv any kind of mercy by charging SO MUCH.why the hell i let the world off?
the only reason why i let my brother be kept in the house is so that i dont suffer the brunt of being the "only" child LEFT.
this world is full of unhappiness.if u wanna make a difference better darn well do it now.no nid for some medical degree nor some cool qualification.even nurses and paramedics save lives.if u think they're pathetic it means u're not the right material for medicine.the world has so many ilnesses.where're u gonna start? YOURSELF
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Thursday, April 13
let the games begin
shant say much.its illegal to blog now in my house's laws.keep it short.
council voting has begun.i shall say its pretty darn amusing the posters ppl can come up with.HA.funny sia.
ok to all the ppl that think my blog is offensive: TOO BAD.dont like dont read.if it offends u it probably means i dont like u and i want u to get pissed.so really, dont like dont read.its my place of frustrations.where else am i gonna put my angry thots if i dont put it here?
rugby.first thing. HTA IS DAMN BIG!!!.but the parade square looks smaller.its like a maze man.and i finally returned my uniform and got my form signed.thank goodness.i was waiting for the day that i can go HTA without having to make trip there specifically for signing and returning.at the parade square was jia hoong and mandy.and also...there was CIBTC going on...omg.its like seeing CIIs again.and add on our own batchamates.haha.damn weird to see that la.and HTA is damn secluded la.with one narrow road that jams with all that buses.i forgot to mention.we lost...rugby.but the players fought hard.GOOD JOB!pfft...cadets with disgusting uniform man.all the shirt untuck at LOT 1..can do nothing cos i was wearing uniform.school u i mean.haha.
i hate being ignored
i dont like to be floored
doing some things are just plain demeaning
sometimes i wonder what is the meaning
what i make myself appear to be
is not something u think u see
when i only wanna give a friendly hi
u seem all geared for a fight
if u think that i still long
i tell u, u're so damn wrong
oh i saw aaron at SP like on tuesday.haha.long time never see him liao.tianguan, kenny and aaron are st SP.heee.
good friday tomoro!i got absolutely nothing to do.so erm...study? haiz sian
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Saturday, April 8
kungfu busted
dang.i feel like i just went fighting or something.pain all over man.all i can say is the bloody gap of 16 yrs to 17 yrs for NAPFA is like a great leap.i dunno what to do for next yr.and there's still SBJ and pull ups to worry about.oh man...
my dog died last sunday.i was out with my dad.and then she kinda passed away.oh man.it feels like the end.no more smiling face liao.the only thing that remains are her pics when she was in full glory of fur.and my cam pics las yr.i feared i'd see this day like about las yr.dang.and now...haiz.its sad man.
this whole week quite slack."watcha gonna do with all that junk, all that junk..."haha april's rap for cheese puffs.we SOLD OUT.they were hot in demand! and thanks to gerard, who treated me, i got to eat one....haha.they were GOOD! special thanks to keziah for making em and y'all cheese puff lovers.THANKS!
weiling didn't believe i was a nice guy( i aint one), so after all that sarcasm and bullshit, i had to do all kinds of gay stuff.bleah.shall not mention it.but they were sincere ok...haha.
AND STEPH AND WEILING!!! stop spreading bad press bout me.haiyo...
kuan meng's really getting irritating these days.one day i'm gonna blow man...
damn sian damn sian damn sian!!!!these days have been really sian.and i finally found what to write for TOK.oh man...now to the really bad part.
NPCC.there are some things that happened yesterday.its demoralising to me.lets just leave it at a tainted vision.and a fire thats almost gonna be put out. its too late for the salvation of someone.no matter how much intervention.
many birthdays this week.kangdi, ashley, amanda and joel kuan.hee shall not say more.and one more thing...eggy, stop coming into my class.u're damn irritating.i have to be damn candid about this.dont irritate me.ya dont talk when u aint spoken to.
questions.one problem about people is that when they're asked questions they give stupid excuses that DONT answer the question.and another things is that other stupid ppl answer questions that are not posted to em.like wth man.
dang i didnt go to the crescent fun fair.cos i felt so demoralised from yesterday.i feel damn sad can...
hooked on lang man shou ji(romantic handphone) by jay chou since las sunday when i saw the mtv.haha...
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Saturday, April 1
negativity in motion
dang i'm a disappointing steph with such pessimism.this week rather the boring.i've been rather the bored and sleepy this week.not to say violent.i say i've hit eggy plenty of times for the fun of it.see?we've moved on from gd ol skinny cheng to some flesh.yeah.sorry eggy.haha.
whole week reuben was rather late.so didnt go with him.bleah...working hard he is on his play man.haha....
dang man.twits these days are getting worse and worse.much as i sound like one i aint one.ya even tho i'm always asking steph saw to go fight.haha...pffft.she's like damn nice to kao bei.prayer gal~ haha.and i tell u she SLEEPS DURING BUSINESS CLASS.HAHA!!! finally one class that she sleeps in!!!
oh man.i was told by yong li har to buck up man.cos i'm like last in class for bio save for april cos she just came in.sheesh.from now on i have to be a mugger.study hard.gonna pull out from council running.damn sian liao.npcc also getting quite tiring.attendance is demoralising...oh man.there's absolutely nothing to do on fridays.come on man.when's my probation gonna end man? and when's np day parade? i have a feeling i gonna miss it cos of dear ol oep.we're all gonna go fu chow for some toilet buildin....c'mon man we must be optimistic about it.haha
tuesday,daryl teo really pissed me off by reminding me of the past.he reminded me of how he and the whole lot of jokers stole my power cos of voting.there was the hot water bath and the temptation was rather great....lucky daryl chia warned him.haha.hell, i woulda blown fire into his face.but daryl teo is a nice guy.but the damned GEPs dunno what they did with their robbing of power.they put useless ppl in high places and useful ppl in low palces.cosing chaos in the unit.
ah...centrestage was a HIT!!!alota ppl came.alota good perf.and i only bought a flower for xin fu the break dancer cos he was damn goood.its like respect man.cos he skips so many np trng for this dance.and i gotta say its super impressive.
yesterday, steph saw had a gastric attack.man it was scary cos she was all crunched up. i felt pretty guilty cos i think it had something to do with the hiong peng i gave her.oopz.and business clas felt damn weird without her cos its damn funny to disturb her then talk crap under dorton's nose tho i think she can hear cos her hearing's damn good.then so wei ling was next to me and she was like telling me how to behave gentlemanly arnd gals.then i was like wth?! man we cant lie to gals man.its not good.esp about that double tails day. xin ling was like wearing that double tails too.i was like laughing....haha.
speaking of which she made me buy that funky fun fair ticket which i dunno whether i going or not.i dunno man.she's one kinda salesgal.then wan xian was like one for the haunted house.one for food and drinks one for this and that.blah blah blah.then my wallet had so lil money.HAHA.and i almost used reuben's centrestage ticket money to buy ALOT.HAHA
oh man, i dunno how to get an excuse outa the house for the fun fair man.bleahx
crap my dog's a wreck now la.she became anorexic lately and i 'm worrying like nuts.this dog's been with me since i was ten.she has since balded la.damn i dunno.its like super sad.she's gonn go la.oh man i nid a miracle for her.she's the one thing that smiles even on bad days.
and my brother seriously nids a beating.he knows something is wrongyet he keeps doing it.i feel liek hitting him man.damn.....
its been some week.some things happen too fast.yyupz.and hey prayer gals reads my blog.now THAT is cool.cos she's always studying.haha...
later
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