Sunday, April 29
Healing Stage
i'm going into meditation in may...nothing serious.if i'm not done by end of may.shoot me.
escorted @ 2:05 AM;
The Second Song
yup and now...the famous song "blind" by lifehouse.
Blind - Lifehouse
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go
all i ever wanted to put into a poem...written in a song by them.nice.i sure hoped what mark said wasn't true.the one where twits were dedicating it to their loved ones.kinda makes you laugh man...
oh yeah, to Marc of SA.bugger off. you dunno nuts that's happening here.dont presume to think you know me and start yaking off with that gab of yours to my brother.my life/ past love life is my business not yours. if you don't have one, here's definitely not the place to start looking for a love story to fulfil your lil lonely schoolboy fantasies. its terribly childish and seriously speaks volumes of your "maturity". by the way, a person gets far in life by studying hard. you most probably won't fulfil your dream of entering a polytechnic or JC at the rate your brain is moving. considering you're like 3 years late. there's almost no hope for you.polytechnics have high standards and you most probably don't fit this category.oh well, you can at least contribute to the nation and maybe the biosphere by serving NS early. heard of early enlistment? stupid dipshit try growing up and think beyond that singular brain cell of yours.oh yeah, try not to get a nosebleed processing this info.i'm probably insulting you, if you need to confirm your "hypothesis". is it too big a word for you to digest? sorry
for the record: i do NOT go to church to chase girls. don't bring me down to your level of stupid shallowness and blasphemy. you go to church to worship, and if you do not believe me, it obviously shows your own purpose for going church.
good luck in your journey in life.hope you've got enuf neurotransmitter to process this info.
escorted @ 1:40 AM;
Saturday, April 28
Songs
i found this song.one japanese.its kinda resounding in my mind and like on repeat mode nonstop.heh...
Winter Love -BoA
(Translated)
As shining winter fairies come floating down
I kissed your smiling picture cos I had nothing else to do
At that long line outside of the movies,
we vowed to never stand in line here together again
But since my heart is next to yours
I still miss you even as a friend
But I can't turn back ever again
[Chorus 1]
I love you, I want to see you again
with a kiss, expressed alongside 10 billion snowflakes
Until the day that we happen to cross paths somewhere
Baby, even if you forget me
Is it okay for me to still love you?
I'll never forget you
[End of Chorus 1]
Since the moment that I was alone
I've realised what true loneliness is
These overwhelming feelings in my heart that won't stop flowing out
Now the way to love a person
Is so important that I think a person shouldn't forget it
No matter how many times my address changes
I'll never let go of that voice or that dream
[Chorus 2]
Even if you love someone else as time flows by
I'll still remember you
Our destined meeting and the warmth we shared
I'm glad that it was you, and I can say it from my heart
Until we meet again someday
[End of Chorus 2]
[Bridge]
We can't stop the future from coming
The feeling of sadness can quickly become forever
Even if I get wounded when I'm happy
When I've fallen in love with a someone
Just alive
[End of Bridge]
[Chorus 1]
[End]
if you hear the tone of the song, its kinda sad.heh
i'd talk about my week in another post today or tomoro
winter love is play now FYI
escorted @ 12:32 AM;
Sunday, April 15
rantings of a stressed mind?
alrightys... the past few days have been kinda trying on my patience..so many things happened.stuff that i cannot do and stuff that i wanna do.all not included in my scheme of work.shitez man.
escorted @ 1:01 AM;
